jujur neh ya,
gw uda bosen bgt ngejomblo.
keknya uda 555667787654345678 tahun gw ngejomblo.
haduhh,,
knp yah hidup gw ini selalu begini.
just like a plain black and white t-shirt.
haizzzzz..
kek lagu aja
kpn yah gw bisa menemukan Mr.Right gw?
tiba2 aja gw mendengar jawabannya..
apa hayooo
tunggu aja ampe lu berkarat.!
hahahahahahhassss..

im in a sickness!!sickness that most of the girls always encounter!
what else?SHOPPING!!heard the word 'shop till drop' beforee??
andai saja mamaku baik memberikan tambahan uang jajan buat shopping.
betapa bahagia dirikuuuu!!!
i want to buy sooooooooo manyy manyy thinggg..
omigodd!!
i hope there will be a day when u can just grab whatever you want without need to pay.
oh dear..
I damn want to shop NOW!

i want to shout it out loud
that I AM ANGRYY!!
I AAAAMM AAANNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYY!!!
AAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYY!!
let me shout it once again
I AMMM ANNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRR
RRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

27 July 2007


yesterday was history
today is a gift
tomorrow is a mystery

but im wondering,
is today still a gift?

20 July 2007

hmm,,
lets see
i think now much happened this week.
except that there is one fact that i discovered.
no, not discovered.but confirmed.
hehess..
since im not after him anymore,
mandy is finding for me a new one..
hehess..
she really very gd.
find sum1 for me.
she herself oso doesnt have one.

oh ya,
ytd was Racial Harmony Day
i came in Punjabi
orange colour.
it looked so shocking.
emily said from far far away can see me.
was it true?
doubt so.

i dont know how i suppose to feel now but,
i kinda doubting whether i shd be happy
for deciding not to go aft him anymore
or shd i be sad
for giving him up?

afterall,he is just one of those many many bastards
that likes to give clueless hopes and just go without notice.
ohmygawd.
why does life must be so so so cruel?

i only have $15 to spend for the rest of the month.
sobb sobb..

time to off
BUHHBYEE*

ps: i cut my hair and its damn short now.
i miss my old long nice hair.

17 July 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!!

Today is Melissa Tan's birthday.

we celebrated her bday after sch at the canteen there.

very fun!!

we sang the happy bday song and she blew the candle.

*clap . clap . clap*

we put chocolates on each others' face.

it turned up we ran around and the canteen auntie scolded us.

There was Dione, Huei Min, Charlene, Mandy, Denise, Amanda,Me, etc.etc.

there was also another group who was havin bdayy.

i think it was sec 4.

time to off

BUHHBYEE =)

PS : I met him! so happy!

ohh ya, forget to tell you.

he is hot because i love hot guys!

TODAY IS DAMN FUNNNN!!!!

i met many kinds of ppl

ohh yeah,

i watched

HARRY POTTER and THE ORDER OF PHOENIX

for those who have read the books

you will understand

but if you havent read the book,

open your eyes big,

make sure you dig your ears be4 watching

and sit up straight.

because if not you wont understand the story

its quite complicated.

yes it is.

its better if you make a advance booking

because if you are not,

you will be like me

sit at the first row.

and now i can hardly move my neck.

IT IS DAMN PAIN,man!!

time to off.

BUHHBYEE ;]

something happening in me.
OOPSS..
i think i am too anxious.
actually not in me.
but to me.
WOOOBOOOOOHOOOOO!!!
isn't it just the same?
i knew that he has girlfriend.
you wonder when.?
YESTERDAY.SO YESTERDAY!
tian yang told me.
he has girlfriend.
now i am beginning not to 'like' him anymore.
because,
besides he is attached, he is a FLIRT.!
FLIRTY FLIRTY ROCHER!!!!
hihahohehu!!
nopiee..nopiee.
no way i like a flirt!

"...take a walkie talkie to rocky ridge..."
i had choir yesterday.so yesterday.
and guess what happen after choir.?.?
i went to orchard to meet my grandma.
grandma comes to SIngapore to look for me!
YAY! i miss her so much.
they came in a group
GRANDMA
1st auntie with her 3 children
2nd auntie with her 3 children
3rd auntie with her 1 child
4th auntie with no child.
soooooo manyyy of 'em!

my grandmother gave me 100 bucks!
i wonder what i will buy with those.
they are back on sat morn.
today they go to SENTOSA
tomorrow my hostel gt BBQ.
sat morn they are off.
how?anyone suggestions??

btw,next tuesday
one of the CHING CHONG is turning 14.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
whhobooo..
i know its still early,
but who cares?


time to off.
BUHHBYEE.(:

You are a Total Romantic

For you, love is like a fairy tale. Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie. Problem is, you sort of want all three. You bring the spark in the relationship In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!

You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Your Birthdate: August 9

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over. In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with. You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

I dont think this is true..
i have been heart broken for lyk more than 4 times
and i dont have 5 true love,pliss!

many things happened yesterday and today

sumthing happened months ago

but i just realise it TODAY.

you know what?

SOMEBODY BLOCKED ME FROM HIS CONTACT LISTS ON MSN..

i dunno why he did that

i just feel kinda

erm..whatever it is..

i feel very confused

NOW

yes,NOW!

why am i so blur.?

sent a message to a person that i don't know

well, i dunno what i was thinking about.

really,

today i did a big mistake

i dunno how to face it

unoewat?

i just made a library cardd

JUST

bcoz the old one LOST

ohh i forget

besides blur, i am oso clumsy.

thank GOD i never lost my passport at the airport.

back to basics,

YOU

GUESS

HOW

MUCH

IT

COSTS.!

S$ 42.80

with effect from 1 JULY 2007

you know how much it was be4 1 July?

only S$ 10.50

it's a big large great difference

you know how i feel now?

ANGRY

SAD

REGRET

SURPRISED

MISERABLE

ETC.ETC.

time to off now

BYEE :0

that kind of feeling
you know
when he looks at you
when you look at him
he smiles at you
you heart jumping
he sits beside you
you cant breathe
he waits for you till you go
you feel goosebumps

what kind of feeling is that?
ohh,dont you know?
duh,
its love, dear

Dear diary

Dear diary,
kuingin cerita kepadamu
tentangnya yang dulu singgah di hatiku
sejak itu hidupku jadi bahagia
karena dia slalu ada hidupku

tapi kini menghilang
dan tak tahu entah dimana
diariku
kumerindukannya
pujaanku engkau ada dimana

telah habis air mata
dan segenap kata kata
telah kucurahkan

haruskah aku berkari sampai ke ujung dunia
untuk mencarinya??

tapi kini dia menghilang
dan tak tahu entah di mana
diariku ku merindukannya
pujaanku engaku ada dimana??

tapi kini dia menghilang
dan tak tahu entah dimana
diariku kumeriindukannya
pujaanku engkau ada dimana

tapikini dia menghilang dan
tak tahu entah di manaaa
pujaanku pujaanku pujaanku
engkau ada dimana??

ermm

hi..
i've found out something..
i'm lovesickk..
believe it and you will scream..
babe,
shake the butt
kick the ass
gimme the key to ur heart
and i will make sure the key will stay shine
adorable and great

mom

mom..
I MISS YOU MUCHH!!
i miss every moment with you
i miss everything you do
i miss everything you say
i miss it ALL!!
i cried everytime i think of ur love
how much you love me..
how much you care for me..
i cried everytime i know that you are not by my side..
i cried everytime i thanked god for giving me such a great mom
i cried everytime i realised how lucky i am to have a mom while others may not
you are everything to me..