Journal de la vie extraordinaire

20 July 2007

hmm,,
lets see
i think now much happened this week.
except that there is one fact that i discovered.
no, not discovered.but confirmed.
hehess..
since im not after him anymore,
mandy is finding for me a new one..
hehess..
she really very gd.
find sum1 for me.
she herself oso doesnt have one.

oh ya,
ytd was Racial Harmony Day
i came in Punjabi
orange colour.
it looked so shocking.
emily said from far far away can see me.
was it true?
doubt so.

i dont know how i suppose to feel now but,
i kinda doubting whether i shd be happy
for deciding not to go aft him anymore
or shd i be sad
for giving him up?

afterall,he is just one of those many many bastards
that likes to give clueless hopes and just go without notice.
ohmygawd.
why does life must be so so so cruel?

i only have $15 to spend for the rest of the month.
sobb sobb..

time to off
BUHHBYEE*

ps: i cut my hair and its damn short now.
i miss my old long nice hair.