i am so happy i found the lyrics of this song because i think this song describes my current feeling well. let's see :FF

Plain White T's

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

hope you enjoy it!

OMGOMGOMG I AM SO BERRY HUNGRY!!!

annd james chew can't stop talking about pizza he kept on sending me the pizza delivery wink oink oink. haha thanks for the appetite building. just now i asked him to send me oxygen tank seller he gave me pizza hut delivery.62353535. huh i cant sleep i am thinking of food food and food.
ni bu zhi dao,wo bu gan jiang,yong yuan dou shi yi xiang qing yuan says:
omg see thes
ni bu zhi dao,wo bu gan jiang,yong yuan dou shi yi xiang qing yuan says:
steaming
ni bu zhi dao,wo bu gan jiang,yong yuan dou shi yi xiang qing yuan says:
cheese
ni bu zhi dao,wo bu gan jiang,yong yuan dou shi yi xiang qing yuan says:
fack

haha i think his saliva is dripping too.!so lets plan to go to pizza hut after our exam! and im sure alot of ppl will be interested. oh btw finally dione online after like hundred decades disappearance yos! joshua slept alr i have no one to disturb now.have have james and mui zhen haha. okay i off firsy bye bye

hiiii i guess no one will read this post since everyone is busy preparing for the eoy exam! i cant be separated from the outside world i feel so out from the world without internet. okay language paper ( not to mention what because i am ashamed ) was pathetic.i didnt understand whatever shit they were talking. finishing in a first an hour is pro.but me, finishing in the first half an hour was pitiful.yah,maybe like simon martin. i think i went out of point for the paper 1.paper 2 are all crapie work.i slept most of the time. mrs peters looked at me in a pitiful way.I KNOW I AM PITIFUL. but lets just cry on 26 of october.i dont want to spoil my mood for the rest of the subject. ohh i NEARLY forger something.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY someone.

haha i cant say out who haha maybe he wont read so no need to say right. okay bye end here. i am going to throw myself into a river so i can flow to New Zealand.
kiss goodbye :PPPPP

oh hi people i am back from a long long hide.haha.i cant stop thinking about blogging lol i am so addicted and i am wondering how boring the world will be if theres no internet.wah mayb i will stone at home.haha human, i am switching off the air con so that i can save the earth from global waarming and i contributed!haha.i am really mad at geog ahh feel like eating the book up! ohohoh and hoh now i am damn sleepy although i have sleep for like practically the whole days gosh what happened to me i keep telling myself that i have cancer and these and that.haha and i cant even diffentiate between spinal cord and skull.hey hello sciences that i've learned!where did ur all go? i am so angry with the person who creates the animal and plant transport system why it has to be so difficult man but he really creative can think of such way. oh shit shot shut!!!!! my dark rings start to show!i dont want to be panda..i'd rather be frog!ohhh heart attack is attacking me i need oxygen tank(again). okay this blog simply contains alot alot alot of crapssss hah its to release stress, you see?! i re-read the post and now i am laughing.!

i am not supposed to be blogging now but i cant help it i need to release something. today i laughed a lot and i thought that its going to be a fine day.but eventually, it was the baddest day i have ever encounter. somehow,i knew a fact.a fact that totally changes my mood,my mind,my condition. i need to cry.really seriously.but i cant,and i have a breathing problem now.i am really downed by the fact. and i didnt even have the mood to study.and why shd i know it now why not after my exam? i am straining my tears. I CANT CHANGE THE FACT THAT HE HAS A LADY.
i am getting a lung cancer soon. and oh shit i am failing my chinese

to monkeyman : since you have your lady by your side, i wouldnt mind giving you up. i shall move on. -_- i cant bluff this happiness all along.its a heavy burden for me.and one last message from me, dont hurt her,like how you hurted me.

to readers : sorry if you don't like this post but i cant pretend to be happy anymore.i've had enough.so,be considerate.

play with the rain.
so no one will know that you are actually crying.
because the rain is the only friend that will cry with you
no point preventing it with an umbrella

human this lot days i've been busy & hv no time for blogging.now i am squeezing timee.hehe ass exams are coming i am not going online as often as always.so probably ur will miss me,i guess.if not,i dont mind too! okays sat was fun you know what my grandparents and my uncle came and they bought me and my bro shopping.i bought the 73 dola flats from topshop and its blackie colour.haha and a wallet given && i hv no idea from where.then i was damn bored i cant sleep i chatted with anita the whole night and slept at 4. then sunday sunday didnt go anywhere and i spent my night with casey yo i felt vry embarrassed ytd something happened not to mention!oh damn it now my air con is pee-ing and its yucky disgusting.i hv asked it to stop but it refused to.okay now its slowing down.huh.today the back gate spoiled and i hv to walk a damn big bloody round and i didnt see emily anywhere soo i went to school alone. ): i changed the lyrics of hey there delilah.you want to know?

hey there ******
what's it like in ****
ima thousand miles away
and boy, i miss you so much
oh yes i doooooooo.
everything seems perfect with you
i swear its true.


then then we decided on NARNIA for the music project ohh today soo tiring.and btw james chew is a ben-chong i dont know why also.

candies is a moomoo head *****lism
mandy is a quackquack head
dione is a blubblub head
mela is a miawmiaw head
this is quoted from mela dela banana ^^

and here's another one in indo

drakula yang cantik itu anita
drakula yang jelek itu candies
setuju kah?
atau kebalikkannya?
hoho maklum saya tahu saya emang ehmehm.


i think that's all for today thank you soo much for your attention and bye i will miss you much. and my schedule today is geogggggy.kisses



PS : he is monkey
swinging from one tree to another easily
just like playing with one girl and another easily
but,still,i love him

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huahua ytd was friday and we are soo near to exam damn i havnt study no mood really my mind full of monkeymannnn.ytd went home with fishy and we laughed soo hard on the way to the bus stop.we were talking abt jek hui and ostrich married,then jek hui wants to save money,so everyday he asks ostrich to fetch him to his work place.haha then we imagine jek hui holiding her neck and say 'faster faster'!!!then then dione sitting in a car with her boyfriend suddenly see jek hui sitting on an ostrich in the middle of a road hahaha actually vry funny.i laughed until my stomach pain and still cant stop laughing even until i reach home. then ytd i had tuition with -0.0001% mood i wass reallly tired.afta that i met olivia and talked.okay one big incident happen actually./it started with bread talk.only me casey and olivia know about it. i came to think of it.i am actually too fragile and scared.

hoho 大家好！！now i am studying the horny chapter 6 and i am vry angry now coz got tonnes of things to study man my brain is exploding.omgomgomg exam is soo near i am vry scared i will be promoted to normal or asked to retain.if that happen to me i will kill myself i tell you. i vry scared i fail my english then later i hv no chance to go sec3 ex. howhowhow?i vry stress now.rly i think i need more hols than it supposes.huh i am damn hungry now can hear my stomach croaking and yelling at me. rioting for high in calories food but im not gonna gv them.hihi let them suffer for the time being. people my advice not to skip ur dinner coz if you do you will end up like me,thinking abt food the whole night and cant concentrate haha. &&& abt monkeyman,i think im goin to take the 2nd choice.let him go.im letting him go slowly but surely.regarding this,i have no confident.we'll see what happen.for the time being, evrything will be set aside and im only goin to concentrate on studying.pple study hard dun regret urself next year is going to be tougher than this year i have confirmed. this morning agn i have sudden stomachache and its ridiculous i was dying.hihi. if tmr it occurs agn i wont come to sch ^^.ciao!

if falling in love is a crime, i would be in jail forever.
i quoted this sentence from anita's page and i find the words too exaggerating.
no one would fall in love until they are willing to be in a so-called jail forever.
AND i dont want that to happen to me too-h.!so now i am getting my self out of the jail
and if i fail, my life would be not much longer than a couple of months. seesee!
PITIFUL oh PITIFUL
i am composing a 'song-without-tune' entitled this.
hoho as you can see i am totally depressed now and i need to climb back the mountain heighting 12345678987654321 km and thats not easy okay,must support me. the only thing i need now is a shoulder to lean on.!

okay now i know something he is loving adoring liking or watever it is i dont give a damn to a girl.so maybe he doesnt want to give me hope and behave like that but i think he is too much coz i dun know i am damn sad now tell me what shd i doo i am hoping for him.

okays i seem sooo desperate now if you dont like this post just dont read okay i am damn pissed off you say anything i am going to take a knife and kill you i aint joking now i know i am emo but just believe me this is a PRANK! haha no lah its true i am really desperate now.maybe one day i will post big big who is he!

ytd went to the bloody boring concert and i slept during the second piece. yeah pics will be uploaded


the orchestra!



dione's 12 inches heels







fishy and huei min-ah!

oh melamela u looked soo cute!

man ti chasing jamesy

& this is the pics at man ti's

oihhhh i looked dumb

man ti was toking to her mum,i think

omgomgomg i am soo FAT

i dont know what kind of pose is this =.=

cancan and man ti

close up

acting in front of mandy's dressing room

okay that was probably the whole picss.^^ i am soo tired just now i went to orchard i bought flats from Zara i like it so much and i am busy painting my nails with mom and she will go back tmr how sad )=

hohihuheha peooplee i am back from a tiring shopping trip! yo & i am super duper tired today.went to alotalot place and bought a tee from Zara.yoes i am happy now my mommy is tidying my messy mess romm! hohi.yo, end here people....
PS: i miss monkeyman sooooo much!

bleah today is superrrr boring. stay at home and being a guai e ole day.ikkk..i am tired i am bored i am sleepy i am moody.noone wants to entertain me so i guess i shd entertain myself :) PLEASE MAKE ME LAUGH!

ohh people i am damn pissed.the whole day whatever i eat, seconds later my stomach sure got reaction.and its urging me to go to toilet to do some big business.oh yeah its pamn,oh damn shit. i cant stand it. brb.okay now i am back and my stomach still ache like hell.omg again! now i will end here.ahhhhh bye! shit damn

hoho today was fun.i went to square 2 with dione and see alot alot of nice stuff! my mum is coming at the right time,i guess.i bought this sooo sexy tights haha its transparent.i feel very dumb as i spell that as 'thighs' and melissa was like,

what did u buyyy

♥ candy is SWEET.candy is L0VE 如果很久以后我要是可以爱人的话，我希望我会爱上你。 says (7:50 PM):

i bought transparent thighs

♥ candy is SWEET.candy is L0VE 如果很久以后我要是可以爱人的话，我希望我会爱上你。 says (7:50 PM)

:hehe

♥ candy is SWEET.candy is L0VE 如果很久以后我要是可以爱人的话，我希望我会爱上你。 says (7:50 PM):

very sexy wan

moolisha says (7:50 PM):

thighs?

♥ candy is SWEET.candy is L0VE 如果很久以后我要是可以爱人的话，我希望我会爱上你。 says (7:51 PM):

yes

moolisha says (7:51 PM):

thighs??

moolisha says (7:51 PM):

how can u buy THIGHS

moolisha says (7:51 PM):

or tights

moolisha says (7:51 PM):

hahahahaha

♥ candy is SWEET.candy is L0VE 如果很久以后我要是可以爱人的话，我希望我会爱上你。 says (7:51 PM):

yahyah

♥ candy is SWEET.candy is L0VE 如果很久以后我要是可以爱人的话，我希望我会爱上你。 says (7:51 PM):

tight

moolisha says (7:51 PM):

aiyoyo

(i am laughing at myself now. hahahahahahaha :00)and seahseah bought a very high 12 inches heels black colour with ribbon very elegant one! haha.she grows too fast. & she kept complaining that her feet are big.omgomgomg.hoho now i dont know why i bought that tights as i dont know where to wear what to match with and how to wear *-* .we talked abt alot of things and i ate alot today.haiz another regret fellow!