Hello. Mrs Ng says hi.
okay. actually nawt.

hehe i'm in school. muahaha.
my guardian confiscated my laptop. cya aft exam

inside trash bag

Hello there's this little ant crawling in my laptop. i can actually see it. its in the screen/ haiyooo so cute don't know how it gets inside.
So Ms Chai aka Mrs Chan was absent today so brenda and i went to canteen to buy ice and you know what la. hehe. thennnn got after that go home i very tired almost died.
i saw olivia they all studying i joined them and its actually cool. you can study and look at passer by at the same time. they went swimming i wanted to join but... got SS tmr so, i moved to bbq pit. and i transformed the bench into graffiti corner heheheh. you can actually see many of, okay nevermind. i'm sure you know what i'll write rightt. haha if you're curious, come to trellis i'll show you.
i got a feeling that things wont turn out right. there's something missing. i can feeeeeeeeeeeeel it.
omg i feel like a fortune teller hahahaha.

time to mug glass cup plate fork spoon!
oh and btw i haven't eat dinner so ciao ciao :D

pepper came back alive in my dream.
wonderful/

brain explosion

I thought i'm like supposed to study today but yeah.
I did emaths paper 2 just now and i'm halfway through amaths paper i got stuck and fed up so i'm blogging.
You know what hehe i feel so full cz of KFC i farted so many times. hihihihihi.
Mom's really cute i was webcamming with her and she was waving all the wayy!!
haha she's going to Japan waleow i very jealous.
nevermind i asked her to buy me stuffs. List was out alrd. hehehe.

Dad texted me yesterday,
"If Man Utd win the match today, i give you extra $$"
then i was like, woohoo yay!
then five minutes later, he sent me another one.
"But if Man Utd lost the match today, i'm going to deduct your $$"

then i'm like wth? i prayed so hard MU would win but they draw la.
so idk cz when i called him ytd he was sleeping alrd.
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
I managed not to think of it for, err, five seconds.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA pathetic.

: GOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
: again?
: no la. say in advance.
:* so cute hehe

hate it when you're gone

Why am i waiting again. Why do i keep looking out of the window. I hate myself.

I pass chinese!!
I pass chinese!!!
I pass chinese!!!!
I pass chinese!!!!!
I pass chinese!!!!!!


YAY.

Let go

I'm letting you go.

Its time to let go.

Goodbye. Find your happiness with somebody else.

why does everything i do have to remind me of you

When You're Gone- Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lies made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were
Yeah, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you



Ada Cinta- Acha & Irwansyah

Ucapkanlah kasih..
Satu kata yang kunantikan
Sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
Mendengar bisikmu

Nyanyikanlah kasih..
Senandung kata hatimu
Sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
Sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

Mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
Padahal ia ada
Dalam rinai hujan, dalam terang bulan
Juga dalam sedu sedan

Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
Padahal yang terasa
Dalam rindu dendam, hening malam
Cinta.. terasa ada…


Queen Of My Heart-Westlife

So here we stand
In our secret place
Where the sound of the crowd
Is so far away
You take my hand
And it feels like home
We both understand
It's where we belong

So how do I say
Do I say goodbye
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight
To carry us through
The lonely times

I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I find my way back
To your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart

So let's take tonight
And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss
Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down
Like a diamond ring
I'll treasure this moment
Till we meet again

But no matter how far
(no matter how far)
Or where you may be
(where you may be)
I just close my eyes
(just close my eyes)
And you're in my dreams
And there you will be
Until we meet I'll always look back

As I walk away
This memory will last for eternity
And all off our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I find my way back
To your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart

I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory will last for eternity
And all off our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I find my way back
To your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart

Oh yeah
You're the queen of my heart (queen of my heart)
No matter how many years it takes (queen of my heart)
I'm coming home to you
Oh yeah (queen of my heart)
Oh yes you are
The queen of my heart


Hey, remember our songs? There's one more. But its..nevermind. As i listened to them, the old times keep playing back themselves again and again. Whyyyyy for heaven's sake i have to be like this. What's got into me. Argh candies wake up. :(

give me back

Ugh what am i posting manzz. i was typing whole bunch of paragraphs but when i re-read them, they make nonsense. I am always nonsensical.

Hey return me back my old self. I don't need the current one. I hate my current self. I'm somebody else.

Happy sad mood

Yoyo i fell asleep w/ my laptop on my lap. Its for the dont know how many times alrd.
Hehehehehehe i made a life decision that not even once would occur to me.
That's it. I'm moving on. That chapter is the last episode. I'm filming the new episode.
See who's the next star. The recent star got Oscar for the good acting. (clapso*)
Oh i've found the next star. The name is, Examination. I think i should held a movie screening regarding my life. or maybe i shouldn't. This is indeed the best decision i've ever made. But i feel uneasy. Argh what am i talking about.

What i realise, those few conversation we had, we've always been quarreling. You always say something that makes me angry, or just simply disappointed. Do you have any idea how many times you've disappoint me. Its more than what you think. People always disappoint me. The truth is always painful. That's why i prefer living in fantasy. But i think that's not what i shall do. I always forgive you, talk to you casually again, but you still somehow have to make me angry. Is it my fault for being overly sensitive, or its yours for being totally oblivious.

I'm the one to be blamed. Yes its my fault. You're always right. You always done the correct thing, and i always feel the wrong way. Yeah that's how it is supposed to be right. Its funny with the word, "supposed-to-be". You're supposed to be my sweetest memory. I'm supposed to be smiling now. We're supposed to be happy. Okay well, at least, you are.

Nevermind if you don't understand. Sometimes i think that i should take Lit. because i usually end up writing/talking/thinking/typing/saying the thing that me myself also don't understand. Its funny. Yeah that's basically human.

I will love today because it'll be a complete studying day! Haha i will lock myself in my room and do only studying, and only studying. I will throw my laptop down to the tennis court. So no distractions. hehehehheehhee you'll see me on stage getting top students prize. (heh, in my dream) okay byebye.

OHHHHHH i have one last thing.
Pepper died yesterday. I just came back from his burial.
Inililahiwainahiroziun.

end

Ah, i'm so screwed. I'm such a mess.
I shouldn't have talked to Mom about this.
This is not the right time, really. It deepens the hole, you see.
I don't even know what i'm feeling right now.
Can't seem to find the right word.

D:

Bastard

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That was a 506 of Kecewa. I typed them all, one by one. That's how i feel right now.

Even until all the talkings, all the opinions, all the blames, all the scoldings,
i still can't sigh a relief. I don't know why i feel so uneasy. :(

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i miss tutu kueh.

Hula. i am posting today. Chem test today was suckyyyy.
& chinese oral. ugh, don't talk about it la. feel like slapping myself.
i gave all sort of funny reasons and examples. like, what? cleaning the whole school?
i don't even know the chinese words of advice. oh i am pathetic. i need serious help.

So tmr is chinese test and exam is in less than a week. I'm so unprepared. I don't know what else to say. oh yeah. i am in the toilet, hiding from my stupid guardian. and oh yeah one more thing. I just realised that i have so many undone homeworks. g8 g8 g8 i haven't revise, so many homework. and i haven't break the record of not sleeping in class.

And insomnia can you go away because you've been disturbing my body cycle. later my beloved MrNg scold me i very heart pain one. hehehehehe. don't bother this para. i just miss MrNg too much. An hour per day isn't enough. hehehehe

I really gtg, cz piles of homework waiting for me.
oh lastly, Arwin Suryasin please remember to bring tomorrow.
Hey your name rhymes.

chiiiiiccccaaaa yumyum

Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm finally done done done done done with the stupid proposal ah like want to get married like that. -.- yeah its 20 page so that's a really long marriage proposal. haiz my back aches, my mind aches, my neck aches, my waist aches. my heart as well. I don't know what i'm doing. But i'm obviously not looking forward for tmr. Erm, i mean this morning. :((((((((((

I'm really disappointed. One moment, you so sweet. The next moment you turned into someone else. Whyyy?

MC hehe CS hehe ST hehe

I'm browsing through the webpage of Monash College. Goddamn the fee is like, so expensive. I still haven't give up. Sherly sent an email asking for entry requirements i hope we qualify.
I pray that Mom and esp Dad will allow because like, everything i'd ask for. But, you know, i still have something in mind. I dono. Don't care

i think my title really makes no sense

IKAN BILIS

alo i just came back from tuition. ugh you know what, its really depressing to be back to the same old obssession again. really. i think the best solution is to keep my laptop away from me. tell myself, i can do it, means i can do it. i cannot go back to square one. i'm one quarter way there. okay i have to treat agnes and frerry dinner cz i broke the agreement (!!) walaoeeee.

you know what i'm gna treat them? nasi bungkus. haha you don't want to know what'll be inside. HEHE. okay so i promise, i won't break any of them ever again.

backside la i still have two more question left forr, err amaths. heh. i need more tuition. i'm obssessed with tuitions. i love studying. i love maths esp. Mr Ng is my new lover. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

no. i'm still faithful to, you know, between pepper and salt. ask hueimin.

HELLO SUTRISNO

Hello heheh.
Sutrisno came to my house ytd haha and we supposed to continue studying, but guess what? she ended up staying over hehe and we had to share like, my small tiny bed. Can you imagine how squeezy it was? heh nevermind we didn't sleep much la. cz the whole night we were fighting over the bed,watching Monk and decided to sleep @ ard 3 but she said she was hungry so we went to 711 and bought chips hehe and cont watching Monk then til ard 5, drop dead. Hahaha

Heh, i swear it is so fun to have a roommate, like a company. Not alone, like me, everytime. Ugh but we met the most unfortunate incident. we saw my guardian on the was to bus stop. i think i'm in trouble. i'm gna be questioned later, and i still dono what to say. ugh HOW. haiya whatever. she can't do anything. the most only tell my mother. okay byebye gna watch more Monk. Hehehe till then,

MUGGING THE MUG

I can't believe that, i actually studied you know. Okay hehe i was studying but soon i lost my concentration so here i am, blogging. But i can't believe la. I'm studying Chem now. Physics later. Chinese tmr. I forget to bring back the chinese chengyu book argh so stupid. nevermind i will find a way. Heh, can you believe if someone say she is addicted to studying? that'd be cool. i guess i'll be one soon. yeah, studying is contagious. Muach i love.

you should get what i mean, right?


The house maid went back like, 2 days ago and will never come back again. Huh, i don't even know til my guardian told me just now. I didn't see her for long. She is gone just like that, without a word, without a farewell. I think i've been too oblivious here i just do whatever i want and i don't know what's happening in my hostel. So, i won't see her anymore? I don't know. Thinking of separation makes my heart aches. Why in the world people have to be separated. Its too painful. I don't like separation. No matter how much she pissed me off last time, i will still miss her. I should have say a goodbye, at least. And yes, of course, a thank you.

smart brother proud sister

Hehe you don't know how happy i am when i heard the news that my brother's taking a scholarship offered by his school. Although it isn't guaranteed that he'll be accepted, but it makes me happy la cz there's at least a chance he'll come back again. But he'll be quarantined in hostel. Nevermind. My brother has changed alot. He's like such a smart ass now. yay. i love him.

PS: ithinkmyblogisreallywordy

King of my heart

Ello :D today in school i didn't feel well, so i went home during cheena lesson. Thanks Brenda and sorry i made you ran up and down. :D i treat you otah on monday okay. the school finally allowed me to go home alone. ag, my irresponsible guardian, she didn't pick up my call. whatever.

and don't bother about my title cz it has no link to my post. I'm just addicted to the song Queen of My Heart. heheh.

saw backside on my way home so we talked about his prelim and he said he got nothing to write. I told myself, next year, it will be my turn. I don't know how i am going to face it. He said it was very hard. and it scared me up. Really, how time flies in a blink of an eye. It's scary, and awful. Seeing the stressed-up people taking prelims, i realised that our batch will be next. Gosh, i'm not ready. but I can't runaway. That's what loser does. Okay, i'm gna face O lvl. Its a slice of chip. I can do it.

I still remember when i first came to Beatty. I thought, ag, i'm going to hate this school and the people. I felt the tense being around strangers. Stupid Yohanes didn't do much help. I was practically alone. but little did i know, i meet my friends of life. and i love them. I used to blame God, why he decided to put me in this school but now, i thank God for his decision.

The crazy moments of "lacro-s", my stolen first kiss, cutting the fringe session, skip music lessons, made fun of Rosalind Lee. Haha those simply made the year a meaningful and worth one. & this year, even faster. It will soon be the end of 2008 and 2009 will come and replace it. I don't know why i'm talking all this crap, but yeah this year is another year of memory.

What i realise, i haven't accomplish any of my new year resolution. I still sleep/eat/dont pay attention in class. I still lazy blablabla. Candies, you got so much to catch up on.

I always know that looking back at our tears would make me laugh, but i never knew that looking back at our laughters would make me cry. The clock ticks so fast, time accelerates without you even noticing.

One moment you're in primary school,
the next day you find yourself in high school uniform.
One day you and your girlfriends swore to one another how you guys will be friends forever,
the next year, you don't even know where she is.
One night you find yourself blinded by love,
the next day you are heartbroken.
One spring you find yourself with your secondary school friends,
the next summer you are with completely different bunch of people.
One birthday you spent with your bestfriends,
the next birthday you find yourself spending with someone else, not knowing where were the last year bestfriends.
One day you didn't have the courage to speak up to someone,
the next day you find out that you never have the chance again.
As years pass, we thought and reminisce what we had learnt and encountered.
We always wish that something could return,
but always to no avail.
It is fantasy, because when it's gone, it really is.
So, cherish your life.
Life is a plain sheet of paper.
You choose what to write or draw
Others can suggest what you can do to that paper
But the decision lies in you,
whatever turns out, it's your choice, your way, your life
Others' opinion might be considered, but not to be taken seriously.
Everyone is special in their own way.
It's your life, afterall.

The reason why i ask for my laptop is because today is Yohanes' bday i wanna wish him happy bday but he stupid la never come online. and idk what happen to everyone. @ this moment when mostly everyone is online, now, heh, like noone online. What happened? I don't understand.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOHANES! :D
Koko, hehe biar tambah jelek, tambah gay, tambah begok yah.
Maksudnya kebalikkan nya hehe.
ko, kok nga online sih aduh uda aku sengaja online. :@
Piye kabar'e toh ko?

Hello ah i finally got my laptop back after some lies and cold stares.ugh who cares man.
uhyuck my tutor is here so i'll be back later. hehe gna tell you something hehehehhee









H-ello i'm back hehe you know i slept during my tuition dono why i so tired.
Okayyy so i'm not gna change my url again. it will be this ambulance one kaykay.
Sorry for the inconvinience caused. HeEHEHE

Hueimin is such a lucky girl cz she has someone that would do anything for her and she meant something for that person. How i wish you and i are like them. But its a little too impossible la.

Okay i'm sick. My nose is really blocked. and i sound so s e x y now.and i produce alotof mucus everyday. how gr8! okay idk what else to blog.
exam is coming. timetable is out. it sucks. ugh. i'm gna miss you. seriously. the time is almost up.

I keep telling myself, 'Patience is a virtue'
now, i don't really know if my length of patience is still counted as virtue.

Hello i'm @ mandy's
okay i dont feel like blogging.
pepper is really weird. bye

I hope this is not the last time i post because probably after this i wont be able to surf the net anymore, tmr i'm going back ag stupid and i am going to surrender my laptop to my guardian for her to keep so i can concentrate on my studies. yesyes i'm gna do that i can't bear to do badly for eoy. so many hw undone thanks to my laziness. dinner later :( my last dinner here.

damn, i'm 350% sad :(

hello sunshine

I'm going back to Sg tmr. ah dammit i dont like.
start to count down.
2 more weeks to exam. :D hey i'm happy cz i love exam.
i hope you get what i mean.

i miss pepper like crazyyyyyyyyyyy
crazed.

Heyyyyyyy hehe okay i'm here to cheer people up kay.

Monica Johan, whatever happens, don't be too sad :D
Segala sesuatu ada halangannya, tapi kalo itu udah lewat, lu bakal bisa ngehargai itu smua alot more okay. Pokoknya jgn nyerah! Species burung itu emang aneh. Tp mrk jg lovely hehe. :P

Stefanie Kurnia Wijaya, you never take any wrong step. :]
Lu percaya aja kl apapun yg loe putusin skrg, loe bkl mikirin ntar2 nya. resiko2nya, jgn sampe lu sakit hati kek gw, okay. Jangan terlalu dipikirin lah. Let it flows aja okok. Yg penting lu jgn terbawa emosi ntar lu malah salah milih. Nga usah dipikirin yah!

Agnes Sutrisno, walao you!
Lu nga bisa stop mikirin dia basah2an yg sexy nan menggairahkan itu haha parah loe. Jgn terlalu mikirin dia la, nga baik nes. Ntar jd out of control lho. Percaya sama gw, control perasaan dan gairah mu cantikkkkkkkkk!

Who else? urm
oh Frerry. update your blog.

And anyone out there who is not feeling emotionally well, cheer up! Know that for everytime you smile, you'll live longer. So smile peopleeee smile!

and Pepper, can we get things straight asap? I cant stand it k.

Please please please don't do that coz its dangerous and i dont want anything to happen to you.
Please believe me this time.

Si Jago Merah

Heh
Fire went wild just now near my house.
Thank god we are all safe :D

I love you pepper. But why are you so stubbornnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn???
:@

Yoyoyo its really dark here cos my brothers are asleep coz they have school tmr heehee i dont have. yeah so i have to be really silent. and Mom is beside me trying to figure out how to use msn cz apparently she has been using Andrew's and now she'll use hers.
And do you know that her nick is ,"Always love u" at first i thought dono who then turned out to be my mom. She's rly weird nowadays and -.- she just told dad that she's going for belly dancing. OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? i burst into laughter when i heard my dad said," you know how old are you or not?" omg damn funny lah/ idk what happen to her these days.

okay so basically today's spent with mom @ office.office's com is spoiled and i was rly bored to hell.

tmr gna get my bro's wallet -.- okay nothing else. im real bored. I miss pentolan's and park's wife.

Hula. went out with mom just now hehehe she is rly nice she bought me this really pretty ankle bracelet omg i love it so much its so prettaye. (K) hehe.

Mom is upstairs karaoke-ing. ugh rly noisy.
i think i wna join her heheheh

People say my taste is better looking for guy's stuffs. Like shirts, wallets, shoes, etcc haha idk why. &Mom agrees haha. Just now, went to find my bro's wallet and he apparently fell in love with the one i bought for backside. Me and my brother can be shopping mates sometimes cz his taste is similar to mine :D but in the end he didnt buy cz he forgot to bring wallet -.- and i am broke to the core haha.

I love looking @ boy's stuff because haha i dono like Mom buy for Dad then like so nice buy for your husband. oh i feel like marrying then i can everyday go shopping buy stuffs for my husband then he will give me more money hehehehee.

shit mom's here so baibai

yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo

Ah kenapa gw lagiiiiiiiiii? enuff okay.

Heh i miss my girls so much. shit la so long never talk alrd. miss you guys (H)
:( i just realised that avril's concert is this sunday heeeh so means i'm not going :( 750% sad./

yay yay cousins are coming over later yay yay we can playyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i think they are the ones that fill my dayss :D life-time cousins.
thenthenthen errrr oh yeah watched Wall-E with anita just now eheh it suckss dont watchhhh
really boring and lame. haiyooo

this post seems so messy and improper. i dono hehe i feel that way.

racunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
racunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
wanita memang racun duniaaaaaaaaaaa
-The ChangCuters.

omgomgomg Medan got so many many many cute hawt gorgeous sexy handsome shuai heavenly good-looking guysssss hehehehe my eyes are so healthy now cz i keep seeing cute guys hehehehe. omgzxzxzx i wanna stay here forever lah. hehe

PS: i am still petty.

never knew

Supposed to go out with the girls to catch Nim's Island but anita hasn't come til now now now and i'm waitinggggggg. She said her driver went to bank haiyo idk for what. walaoew we are behind time!! i dont wanna end up staying @ home today luh cz it sucks and mommy is out for work, dad also(obviously). Andrew is schooling and that left me, don, and maids @ home. ah i cant disturb them cz they are working and some more i cant make them angry. walao i always disturb my maid but now cannot or i'll be sinning. okay fine.

I dreamt of sth rly heart-brokenning i cried when i was asleep haha just like aby talks when she sleep. shit la why i feel so uncomfortable.?like sth might happen. okayyy don is staring @ the screen right now haha so cute but he doesnt understand so its fine. alright maybe a little.

I just wake up and i got ready ahaha i know its late to type those haha. okay now i'm damn poor, mom left house even before i woke up but nevermind i managed to get her card hehehehehehe.

wassup. you go die. i hate you. i really hate you. again and again, haizzzzzzzz

:(

I never feel so screwed before. Ah, i can't stand this jealousy. I know i shouldn't be jealous but why? there's this feeling beside jealousy. I can't find the right word. No, not that. fuck. it has been long since i typed, 'fuck'.
Now you know how screwed i am now. i shouldn't have come online. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY on earth, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?