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I never feel so screwed before. Ah, i can't stand this jealousy. I know i shouldn't be jealous but why? there's this feeling beside jealousy. I can't find the right word. No, not that. fuck. it has been long since i typed, 'fuck'.
Now you know how screwed i am now. i shouldn't have come online. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY on earth, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?