TOTAL SCREWED UP DAY

FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today was a total embarassment. okay total disasterrrr
this morning o forgot to do sth. dono how many ppl noticed it.
obviously, huei min who saw it, laughed hard and told me.
SH!TTY LAAAA. it was such a routine, please!

then after that lesson was boring, only during PC there was a lil life, i guess.
after that was choir. the sec1s were there and HAHA im quite tired, as usual.
i received a message on my way home, so aft i reached home, i looked at the swimming pool.

Apparently, i saw someone who is the last person i want to see.
i mean, erm, after i saw i got hysteric and screamed.
i hurried jessica in and unfortunately, the others followed.
& im so fucked up by someone who actually shouted his name out. FUCK
im pissed pissed PISSED PLEASEEEE!

i typed sth on my phone, decided to send it,
but i couldnt find any suitable receiver.
nowadays, i just dont know who to confide in./
so i deleted the message and just keep my anger.

i just cant find the right person. the real he/she.
almost everyone just seemed so fake, to me.
i mean obviously you are not fake, maybe im too sensitive. i always do.

okayyyyy i have amaths test tmrrr shit!
guess i will be receiving my geog paper tmrr.
no doubt, i shall see my marks and decided whether to drop it anot.

i need somemore time to think. this is certainly not the right time to answer