DAMN

I'm still feeling terribly angry and pissed. I don't know what that person wants. I don't even have to breath to scream, to curse, to bitch about that person(whoever you are). I totally have no faintest idea who this freak is. Whatever. Do whatever you want. Its already messy so even though you want to mess it up, it won't make a difference. It'll just be worse. 

Besides the fact that my legs felt disjointed from my body, and i had to crawl to my bed, my eyes were extremely big, like a punched frog (you probably know why). So i didn't go to school. I couldn't sleep last night even though i know i have nothing to worry about because it wasn't from me, but still,

UGH MY GUARDIAN JUST CAME IN AND SHE ASKED WHY DID I LIE TO MY MOTHER AND WHY DID I ALWAYS COME HOME SO LATE ALMOST EVERYDAY AND DO I REALLY COME BACK TO SCHOOL AND DO PROJECT. SHE THOUGHT I WAS LYING. SHE THOUGHT I WAS LYING. SHE REALLY THOUGHT I WAS LYING. THEY THOUGHT I WAS LYING. ALL THIS WHILE I HAVE BEEN TELLING THEM WHERE I GO AND I THOUGHT I HAVE THEIR TRUST BUT THEY SUSPECT THAT I DON'T DO PROJECT BUT I END UP IN SOMEWHERE ELSE. WHAT THE HELL CAN YOU TRUST ME? IT IS THE LEAST I NEED, WHEN WE ARE THIS FAR AWAY. I HAVEN'T SORT OUT YESTERDAY'S BLOODY INCIDENT AND NOW YOU HAVE TO WORRY ME AGAIN AND DO YOU THINK I CAN COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK IN THIS KIND OF CONDITION? I TOTALLY HAVE HAD ENOUGH OKAY. I DON'T NEED ANYMORE PRESSURE FROM YOU GUYS, FROM STUPID HACKER, FROM SCHOOL, AND FROM ANYONE ELSE. AND YOU LET ME LEAD MY LIFE PEACEFULLY I TOTALLY CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. DAMN WHAT KIND OF LIFE IS THIS AND WHY AM I THE ONE LIVING IT. I WAS ALREADY TIRED BEYONG ANY EXTEND AND FOR GOD'S SAKE I NEED MY SLEEP AND YOU CALL ME WHEN I'M ASLEEP, ASKED ME THIS AND THAT, AND WHEN I SAID I WAS ASLEEP AND TO CALL ME LATER, YOU THOUGHT I DIDN'T WANT TRO TALK TO BYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU BE A LITTLE MORE UNDERSTANDING I'M SO MESSED UP NOW I STILL HAVE PILES OF HOMEWORK PLEASE. I REALLY BEG YOU. MOM, WHY? I THOUGHT YOU ARE UNDERSTANDING BUT WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME SLEEP AND JUST GIVE ME A LITTLE TRUST IN THIS? I KNOW YOU'RE WORRIED OF ME AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT,  BUT KNOW YOUR LIMIT. I DON'T LIKE BEING PUSHED LIKE THIS. AND RELAX, I AM NOT CHILDISH. I DON'T DO STUPID STUFF. AND DONT WORRY I'M NOT GOING TO END MY LIFE. INSTEAD OF THINKING THAT I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU AND FORCING ME TO TALK TO YOU WHEN I'M SLEEPING, WHY NOT YOU COMFORT ME FOR EVERYTHING AND MAYBE A LITTLE WARM SUPPORT. I DON'T GET THAT MOM. AND WHERE CAN I GET THAT APART FROM YOU? I REALLY LOVE YOU BUT I AM A HUMAN TO. I HAVE TO BE A GOOD DAUGHTER AND TEAMMATES AT THE SAME TIME MOM SO CAN YOU LOOSEN A LITTLE BIT? I THINK YOU'RE WISE ENOUGH RIGHT.

AND YOU. WHOEVER YOU ARE. I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE. BUT IN CASE YOU

RE OBSERVING FROM BEHIND YOU COMPUTER WHAT I AM TYPING, I'M TELLING YOU, DON'T DO THIS ANYMORE. ONLY UNEDUCATED PEOPLE DO THIS AND SINCE YOU CAN HACK PEOPLE'S COMPUTER TO THIS EXTENT, I'M PRETTY SURE YOU'RE WELL EDUCATED. WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE SEND DISGUSTING PHOTO LIKE THAT UNDER MY NAME?!?! YOU MAY BE DOING THIS FOR THE NAME OF FUN, BUT REALLY, TRUTHFULLY THIS ISN'T FUN AT ALL. I HAVE NO TIME FOR THIS SHIT. 

AND B, I ALREADY KNOW EVERYTHING AND THERE'S NO USE EXPLAINING, SO CONGRATULATIONS, AND I HOPE YOU DO WELL, WITH, YEAH. STOP TRYING TO EXPLAIN IT'S USELESS. MAYBE IT'S BETTER THIS WAY