let me feel you in my vein.

I sprained my ankle. *_*
Because i fell thrice during our trip to Mickie Funland. :/
Heehee.

Today marks the first year of Grandma's death.
Omg i miss her so much, time flies so fast she's gone for a year alrd.

I get pretty much pissed, because i searched around town for the freaking Eclipse book but i can't find the English version one and the Indo version one sounds very retarded and formal. Ee i don't like. & as always, Junia my saviour promised that she'll buy it for me. She'll be here by this Friday and we're going out, i'm so xciteddddddd gahaaaaa.

I'm back to that old obssession again and i think everything i've been doing these times, its quite like an 'alibi'. Just to convince myself that i can make it. I thought i can handle it with ease, but it isn't as simple as that. And idk if i can work harder, because i think i tried hard enough. At night, when i lie on my bed, staring at 'that' photos, old memories rushed in.

Maybe its best if there's an explanation