Monday, March 31, 2008

I have no single idea how to do the composition. i have done mine, yeah, but i think it sucks. i need to change the storyline. its out of point, degh! daddymiaaa, tell me how am i going to do my hws in 2 hrsss?? its like hell lots.

kay. if i can complain that i have no time completing my homeworks, then why am i sitting here blogging? so, who to blame? smart, myself. absolutely. argh argh argh my life has been so tight and squeezyyyy. i dont even have time to have my proper shower. everything has to be dont quick and fast. yucK! i thought of my storyline when i bathed, and i ended up putting the soap on my hair. omg candies pleaseeeeee! calm yourself downnnn! mommymia.

choir concert is in 2 days time and yay someone is comingggg hoho! someone. just someone. i tried on my gown just now and you know what?! omg, i cant fit into the bloody gownnnnn!! shitshit how am i going to lose 200pounds in 2 days?? ohgod onky miracle can make it happen.

3e2 has been missing PE lesson three weeks in a row. idk what happen to Mr Lee. i hope he is alright. :) & i can't take people with drastic moodswing. you know who. she can be so fun sometimes, so scary another time. grrr!

shitttttttyyy. GIVE ME BACK MY FREEDOMMMMMMM!!

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Oh shit, i forget about the most important part!

Happy Belated Birthday Diana!
Happy Belated Birthday Stefanie!

you guys are my great, great friends and someone for me!
now, i think that i can bond with 3e2 better. and i'm loving it!
i can't sleep. my room is fcking humid! urgh i prefer staying in jungle

Saturday, March 29, 2008

The class pic goes ard so fast, and i'm shocked! Haha
that's our first class picture, actually!

Okay, i had that problem settled just now.
Thankyou Agnes for the advices.
I'm alright noww :) just give me some time.
and yeah, i feel so much lighter noww. but i'm still sorry
I bet you dont understand what i'm talking. but whatever.

i love agnes i love agnes i love agnes
i love agnes i love agnes i love agnes
i love agnes i love agnes i love agnes

Thankyou darling for the advices and opinions. I rly don't know what to do without youu. :)
I think i approached the right person.
And MonicaJohan, i'm jealous of you. I'm waiting for the full details!

Hula Singapore!

My room is in total mess now argh,
i hate unpacking my stuffs, cz it reminds me of camp :(
ohmy i miss the cute big-ear tour guideee :(:(:(
and chilli, urgh nevermind. i will keep it to myself.

Let me tell you about camp,

First Day was basically bus ride from Singapore to Ipoh,
the lunch was the best meal of all meal i had in Mlysia.
i share the room with Abigail, Amanda and Brenda.
I'm glad i have them as roomates.

SecondDay, we had WhiteWaterRafting. Ohmyohmy
it was goddamn funnn. they transported us with a lorry and we had to stand. we couldnt stop screaming ohmy, what a rare opportunity! the river, the raft, the instructor, the challenges,
the rocks, the paddle, the spiders, the leafs, the scenery, the floating. they were just too fun to be true. But it ended so soon. :(
Then we headed to the orphanage for lunch and did CIP.
painted the wall and played with the orphans. they were so pitiful
at night, we went for shopping spree. it was only an hour. and i got so pissed by the baskin&robbin cashier. felt like slapping her.
Then the night was hilarious, teacher knocking every door, urging everyone to wake up late at night. Mela Tan slept in our room and we had fun time hiding her. and Jolyn joined us soon after the matter was settled. what a splendid night!

ThirdDay, we had caving at Gua Tempurung. 13ofus didnt join cz of several reasons. We went to the dry part, but leaved halfway. i felt giddy and my legs were shivering. we sat down and chatted. then headed home. the journey from Sg was much more fun that the journey back. cz we got to play and LOL and had fun. whereas the journey back, Ms Tan forbade us to make any noise. so i slept. thanks to my brother for lending me his mp3 or else i would just be bored to death. and i cabbed back with stef. end of story.

Quite monotonous,uh? cz i skipped alot of the fun part.
someone commited suicide just now.
just the HDB block beside my condo.
what an idiot he is?

There were people fighting so hard just to live on, but there he was, giving up his life just because of small matter. look at the orphans. they were without their parents, someone who will protect and love them. but they still manage to live. what happen to this world? or rather, what happen to human being?

i dont know what's got into me this few weeks. i am not myself, i realise. and maybe you do. i got pissed off so easily, had moodswings and A R G H! just argh. i wna to scream out loud. but never that chance comes true.

Friday, March 28, 2008

Oh, I reached Singapore alreadyyy.
I'm not happy, you know. I kinda miss YMCA

Huh i'm rly tired and sleepy i think i'm gonna have mental break down soon.
My stupid aircon is not working although it has been like that since Tues.
I feel like slapping my guardian for not doing her job lol.

Camp was fun fun fun!
Details will be tomorrow okay im rly tired
I didnt bathe since morning and now i'm all sticky yuck!
Still, my aircon is stubborn. ARGH!

Goodbye love ya muach!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Okayyyyyy, i am being so smart being able to steal my laptop from my guardian. HAHA okay, no big deal. my usual job.
Tmr is camp. i dont know whether i am excited or miserable. who would enjoy a camp when i'm not in the right condition. girls, ya know what i mean. urgh. i aint looking forward to it. :(
My air-con broke down argh i'm so irritated nowww. :( i opened my window and fan but i dont feel good. you knowww i think of someone now. Monica, you know, kipas angin. HEHE.

I feel so irritated omg i am so irrtitated. whether is it with my aircon or sth else. yes, i got feeling that somthing is coming up. i dont know what but a r g h h
I am so bored noww can someone please entertain me? ohmy we arent in the right track, honeyy. you or me. either one. have to give way.

This is one thing that cheer me up abit. i actually talked to my long lost friend. ima so happy you know its beyond descriptionnnnn! okay yes, he changed alot but hey, we still can get along quite well. i mean, we still connect. when the whole world is changing, there's still someone who remains the same. It feels simply just so greattttttttt.!
I failed my history test. Congratulations, Candies!

&&& why am i feeling this wayyyyy. candies can you please stop itt. i know it might hurt my bestfriend but i couldnt help it. i know i shouldnt do that but i cant stopp. god, please tell me, what shall i do? i need your guidance. please, i dont want anyone to be hurted. besides, she aint strong. fragile girl.

Needa wake up at 530 tmr oh crap. sorry if this post is kind of emotional. but yeah, i don't feel like myself since ytdd. actually, i dont feel like myself since the year started. someone, just someone, give me your hand and guide me to the right path.
i aint moving backwards. whats done cant be undone. :(

Sunday, March 23, 2008

i suddenly think of that moment again. you know, those time seemed so long ago. i dont think its even possible nowadays. we don't even talk now. how we used to stay up late and talk at the pool, splashing water at each other, calling stupid names, played like never, chasing one another, played chess, cycle around, catch late movies and all. i haven't seen him for practically 2yrs. those times were so great i just wanted to rewind them back. now he seems so faraway and he has moved on. no more that little playful kiddo, but rather a mature grown-up. urgh but how i wish we can spend time together, maybe in different way. he didnt know something. and i will make sure he doesn't know it for his entire life.

friend, i miss you.
selamanya, dia punya satu ruang khusus di hati gw.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Moshi Moshi /_\

i just came back from Orchard. went there with Anita. omgomg its been like centuries since i last saw her. and surprisingly, i didnt shop alot today. she shopped, yes. alot. but its nothing for her la. omg such a rich girl she is.

went ard Orchard and omg my legs are so pain huh huh. she bought so many things im so jealous. i only bought bangles and hoho finally bought Mom's medicine. ohmy thank god i finally found it.!

&&& mommy is coming on April but too bad she can't watch the concert :( how i wish she could watch. but, yeah, with her presence, im pretty glad. (:

im going to lecture agn but if you dont wna see, you can just skip.
you know sometimes i kind of get annoyed when mom kept on pressurising me. be it on my studies or behaviour. she always wants me to study non-stop 24 hours and get good results. even i show her an approving result, she still wants more and she will give me 2 hrs lecture. but came to think of it, its all for my own good. she wont bother telling me to studies if she doesnt love me. she wont bother to call every night to check if she doesnt care. now, i always tell myslef to do whatever she says, cz i know its for my own good. and even if she scolds me, i will take it as a lesson. no doubt, but i love her. as much as winnie the pooh loves honey. SURGA ADA DI TELAPAK KAKI IBU. Mom i promis i wont disappoint you (L)


i think i failed my detox diet. i wont tell you what i ate. but i'm still on it. just not as strict anymore :) dione has company now. i cant wait for tmr you knoww. can't wait!!


my butt hurts. i dont know why. but if i sit down, it will feel very like, spicy. Haha i dont know how to describe but its excruciating. if i stand, im very lazy to sit, and once im sitted, i wont stand anymore. and now, since i havent bathe, i choose to stand. shall go bathe now. ouch, butt, what happen to you?


To buy list

shampoo
battery
toothpaste
Toothbrush
soap


i bet you thought it was shopping list but haha its still shopping list. just that different kind of stuff. anyone of you packed for camp? well, i did!

Friday, March 21, 2008

Hula. just ate my healthty dinner. so according to health consultant, its not good to sit right after eating. so yeah im standing now. okay its so retarded. but its for my own good :)

i went out with Mel Tan and she bought so many things she look like shopping queen. haha im wearing a shades now. i just bought it at Forever 21. its niceee :) then we went to Ripcurl and we bought traveller bag for the camp. then i bought a Nike water bottle. Mel bought alot but she is so crazy she bought 2 watched in a day. haha. then nail polish and what else,mel? i forget.

i ate yoshinoya for lunch but dione, its healthty i promise i dont break your rule (: and yeahhhh feel so happy nowwwwwww/

ohyeah Anita came last Wednesday and ima going out with her tmrrrrr! omgomg cant waittttt!! okay i have stopped wearing the shades cz i feel giddy. but im still standing. cool right.but whatever. im such a heathty person haha

mommy called just now and guess what, she is sending my brother back to Indo cz she said she doesnt want to hear any of his nonsense anymore. okayokay i need to go for tuition noww. ciao ciao i love you love you lol

Thursday, March 20, 2008

i suddenly think of Shin Minjung omg i miss her so badlyyy. she would be in 3e2 if she didnt go back. she is very niceee :) Minjung i miss you.

i am talking mel tan hahah we are bored. ohyahhh camp is nxt week and i still not ready :)
omgomg Joon Kiat oh Joon Kiat. i very very sad :( cz i cant see him anymoreee. the agency called him just now and told him that we've stopped him. im super extremely sad :(:(:( argh Joon Kiat, you are the best. i tell youuu Joon Kiat Joon Kiat is the best! my new tutor is called Dexian. but he sounded horny. i vry scared! god bless me.

ohyeah Mr Ng TC scolded me and dione for sleeping in class just nowww. grrrrr and he asked me about my daily life idontknowwhatfor. ew he was so scary but i felt like laughing at him haha

I will miss Joon Kiat i promise and btw im stopping my diet on mon.
YoYo!

Huiemin's mom finally let her go out on sunday and its YAY! thankyouverymuch Huiemin's mommy!! (K) :) i feeeeel so exciteddd now! ohgodohgod.
I still havent passed the forget-about-chilli exam. so now im trying very hardddd! gogo candies gogo!! dont give upppppppppp!!! you know you can! he is too gay to be true

My diet is getting worser. Dont tell dione but i cheated alot. i ate half slice of cake cz dione caught me :( and i ate potato chips ytd haha shhhhhhhhhhhh!
oh and i drank a tiny little sip of coke haha then she went lecturing me on how much sugar a bottle of coke contains. drinking it means eating 10spoons of sugar and it isnt healthtyy yeahh i understand.

Nvm lah its for my own good. i need to thank god cz he sends me dione to open my eye about how unhealthty i have been. and now i felt fresher although i still forget how to write my chinese name. okay it becomes sometime now. not everytime.

i went home and sleep just now. called my tutor and said that i might have to reschedule the tuition time as i have stupid chinese lsp every month. eh i mean every week. then she said she might put me on saturday slot. i was like thinking what the hell? my saturday was meant for me to enjoy and relax. please dont tell me you are going to have tuition on saturday afternoon. hell-o? you mean more no life? YUCK thankyou but no.

somebody please, give me a slap! i dont know what kind of friend am i, but i feel very miserable. i dont know what im doing. and i cant tell anybody cz i was too scared or embarassed. its not that i dont trust them, but i just cant say it out. not for this matter. i feel very very very miserable. i didnt mean to do that but i dont know. i think she will find out sooner or later. but im rlyrlyrly miserable. what a bad friend i am :(

Mel Tan cut her fringe and it looks so bold. the fringe. and suddenly i dont feel like blogging anymore. one last thing. CTR bf kept staring at dione. dont think i dont notice

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Omg ima talking to Agnesyy and its been like 38:42. hehe she is talking nonsense laa. omg im very jealous cz she is going to Batam tmrr!! :( you know i even talk to her when i bathee.! haha omg lol lol lol. ohyeah i lost my history folder, emaths textbook, chem notebook, geog file and etccc. i feel like slapping all the campersss arghhh! go and die laaaaaaaaaaaa!

okay, my diet is kinda unsuccessful cz i cheated :( i ate four bars of chocolates. okay, fine. FIVE. hehe but its too nice. Mrs Ng bought it from NZ and i felt so touched. thankyou Mrs Ng. (L)(K) :)
its too nice even dione also finished her portion. then huh, i ate the egg sandwich then i dont know what they use so its considered cheating. omg dione is so honest. i ate the flakes for dinner oh its so nice this is the best dinner so far. (!!!!!) haha

i have chem hw and its not done. Amaths is getting harder and harder. Emaths too. omfff. genius, tell me how to solve this problem! gosh, tmr is class party and i cant enjoyy :(:(:( dione is the one to be blamed.

whatever im going to finish up my hw byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

i suffer alot i tell youu. cant eat this cant eat that. the whole day i only eat melon, seaweed, egg, and distilled water. im having bread with healthty cheese chosed by dione for dinner. my diet sucks alot. i dont think i can carry anymore. aiyoooo you know the bread and cheese taste like shit mygoodness.

i was caught by Mr Singh just now urgh sickening man. slap his face la! choir was okay luh and these two days i feel so tired. after these two weeks im going to eat whatever i want i dont care.

ohoh anyone interested to go for choir concert?! choir choir. knowing im on the street where you live...

they are still irritating but nvm, i believe that i will overcome this. life is full of challenge.

fellas please pray for me in winning this battle. i swear i'm not going to say any words about chilli anymore. if you hear anything i say regarding chilli, kindly slap my face and remind me im not supposed to. and when chilli is ard, ask me to keep my eyes shut so that i wont see him. thankyouverymuch iloveyou. i thought i was going to have a better life. but it turned out the other way round. chilli chilli chilli. not an easy person,huh? but im getting over it. goodbye, chilli!

im doing my amaths and im stuck at qnt 9a. euih im so stupid la i dont know how to do everything shit shit shit! i need to revise. and candies can you please take this more seriously or you can just drop this subject. ohkayyyy! still have chinese omff! and chem test is postponed to next week (yes)!!

i miss stefaniee!! she is sick and i hope she will be back tmr! omgomg i miss her so much! *tingting*

Monday, March 17, 2008

Yo! my brother is doing project so i can steal sometime to blog while he is talking my mommy. see how much i have been addicted to blogging. okay i have 5 minutes.
today was my last lesson with Joon Kiat and uhm i feel sad cz i wont be able to see him anymore but nvm, its for my good. Joon Kiat, we are super extremely sorry. we will miss you and we promise we wont forget you!! :)
okay and the other matter, i followed dione on her detox diet and so far, its okay. i havent break any rules even though i have craved for so many foods. now i feel more fresh and awake. you see, the whole day i only eat apple, banana, melon and chickpeas. and only drink distilled water. DISTILLED WATER you know. so proud of myself.
okay i got my class tee and its super big haha im wearing it noww. hehehe its nicee :)
gtg, 5mins is up!

Sunday, March 16, 2008

HEY JULIETTTT!!!!

dione is here!! dione says hiii!!she is calling the tuition agency but she called the Toapayoh Popular. HAHA i cant stop laughing at him. hehe now she's talking to the real agency.ahaha Joon Kiat, im going to miss you :( please dont hate us. its for our own. hahaha cannot stop laughing!! ohaha.

okay im going to give up my laptop to my guardian. aiyah nvm la the pizza very nice so i give her lol. haha dione is still talking. i cant face him. i dont know how to face him. its so embarrassing. urgh. Raffles girl as new tutor. okay she is nice. whatever. JoonKiat JoonKiat all the wayyyyyy!!!

I wont be able to laugh alrd ehm . oh the Raffles girl is Indiannn!! another crappy post.
Dione is laughing now hHAHA. thankyou bye i love you
MY STUPID IRRITATING BROTHER IS SO ANNOYINGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I FEEL LIKE KICKING HIS STUPID MOUTH TO STOP EATING MY THINGS FUCKK
he asked for money rudely and tell me who would want to give him urgh stupid annoying brother.
i think he better go back to indo i dont care i dont care i dont want to see his face
his result is vry bad and my mother had given him 2hrs of speech but you know what he is doing? playing game. if he wants to play, he can go back indo and play no need to waste my parents' money and i can have back my pocket money.
nobody will use my laptop and spoil it until virus came to attack as it becomes as slow as a snail. i feel like slapping himyou know. so irrittating. he is so stubborn.

no candies, no! you cant tell mommy! you know you can handle it yourself. calm down.
you will only add mom's burden by telling so, and what for waste money,time and energy to complain. its his own life and i swear, from now onwards im not going to care whatever he is doing.
But just one thing. dont blame me if he retains or whatsoever. its none of my business.
im tired to look after him. I cant even look after myself properly.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

tell you what, my guardian orders pizza for our dinner. rare occasion, uh!

Oh hehe again and again im listening to two (song) at a time. ggrr omg my ears are going to explode real soon. i can feel you need me even if you are farawayy.!
dione, puh-lease! i dont like your ctr bf thankyou. i am just supporting youu ya!! just admit that you've fallen in love DONT BLUFF ME I CAN TELL! i dont care i dont care you like him. i say you like him.! you seemed so excited haha you can runaway but you cant hide. (!!)

hehe trebuchet yuck i dont like chilli anymore yuck yuck yuck oh i havent do my cheena you know. i have totally no ideaa bang! noone wants to help me :( i feel so sad and depressed haha. i think im mad i bet you dont get what im typing. tell me you dontttt!!! i need to leave the rest of the world behind.

my com are so stupid it keeps on restarting itself. haiyo! slap you lah, Pahoehoe.! (
oh did i tell you that my laptop has a name now? it is called Pahoehoe! Pahoehoe go! Pahoehoe go! Pahoehoe all the wayyyyy!!

i think ima mad haha nvm i will get normal as soon as i see Joon Kiat. wtf what am i talking?! oka basically this post is crap and crap. juat to kill my boredom la.

PS: im waiting for my macspicy dioneseah
PPS: im working on my cheena now
PPPS: hehe im PS-ing around
PPPPS: i havent bathe lol
PPPPPS: tmr is school day yuck!
PPPPPPS: you are one in a million
PPPPPPPS: those in colour are song lyrics
PPPPPPPPS: i forget to add the (song) at the start of the post hehe
PPPPPPPPS: PS day :)

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i woke up early todayy. earlyyy.early you knoww!!! cz jess came back and yeah thanks for the tidbits,jess (L)! im gna enjoyy my time today, cz tmr theres school. yuck. i want to burn that school. with Jamie inside. hehe peaceeee. dont think theres much to blog, except for mommy doesnt want to pick up my call!!! Mom, please! pick,pick,pickk! hehe mommy is just too cute to be trueee.!

dione seah dont forget you still owe me a macspicy hehe and fries and Coke okaa! i think someone's bday is coming, but im not sure which dayy. omgg shit! tell me, tell me HOW?!
today is the first day im eating lunch since holiday started :) i mean at home. haha she seemed so happy i finally eat her cooking.

Do you realise fellas, that today is the last day im able to wake up as late as possible?cz its the end of holiday. tmr i have school and yeah goodbye holiday! i can say i enjoy it but im also bored to death. i hope something unexpected and good happen to me honey. i miss surprise.

(C)(A)(N)(D)(I)(E)(S)
FISH IS TALKING TO HER CTR BOYFRIEND OMG I AM SO EXCITEDD HAHA GOGO FISH!!! HEHEHE I SUPPORT YOU 350% !!! ASK HIM WHETHER HE KNOWS HOW TO CROSS THE ROAD!! HOLA HELLO [:

Saturday, March 15, 2008

yeah after talking to so many people, i begin to gain confidence in throwing him away. whateves. You can do it, Candies! gogogo! maybe i can block him on msn or look away when i see him. ( i thought i always look away whenever i see him?) urgh i dont care now.

oh that stupid person doesnt want to do my cheena so im doing it myself hiak! Stef and Agnes will be back tmr. not only them, but jess also, and maybe monkey also. haah i am so happy they are finally back!! yayyayyay!! but sadly, chemistry test coming up next tuesday, and i am UNPREPAREDDD! alert warning candies may have to stay up again today can maybe wake up at 5pm the next day (: haiyaaa bangbang! Monica the Mingming is talking about seni now. and i suddenly think of ben. you know why? i dont know why.

i am positive in moving hostel. i will try to convince my mother and since Andrew has agreed, its easier, i think. pray for me fellas.!
you know this world is changing? drastically? everything changes with it. only a few portion stay the same. even sth that i believe will stay as it is, unexpectedly have changed. and this world, is no longer the world i recognised. it sucks. i suck too. my guardian sucks the most.

calling mommy nowww (: m i s s her
babe i have hair loss problem. now my ponytail become so thin. i dont know what i should do but urgh i feel so fucked up. i promise from now on i wont talk to him anymore. im sick of it darling. i think too much and now i wont bother anymore. argh you dont understand but you know its tiring. its not easy finding topics to talk about. whatever. i wont cry. i seriously wont. thankyou and goodbye.
Hula babe!

i just wakee up oh haha so shiok la i slept for so longg! had maths tuition just now to clear my doubts about alpha and beta. even though theres still uncertainty, at least i get a clearer picture noww !! he is so nice, explaining to me until the clearest extent, and sorry i am slow so its good for me to have such a patient tutor. not like Joon Kiat. D:

Holiday oh holiday! why do you e n d so soon? i want more and more of you! one week just gone in a blink. monday, school will reopen. i dont know but i am half happy half sad. happy cz i get to see chilli (: , meet my friends and have activities to do. but i am sad cz i have homeworks, assignments, tests and it will be tiring. and omfff the most importantly, Ms Jamieee is backkk! ohgod, tell me she isnt. but she is, sadly. :(

i have to keep my eye open to see if she is ard. and school wont be as save. huh. monday will be the start of term 2. ohmygod its super xtremely fast,honeyy! i still remember when Dione and I pathetically spend our new year in Mandy's hse and scolded by her grandma. and now its March. term 2 will be another fast term. mid year is coming. candies, what are you talking about?!

i am off the subject. hungry man! havent eat and my brother is selfish enough not to let me have his donut! slap him.
urgh its 1:52 noww i still can't sleep. omg i have chem test on tues and i havent study.
good job,candies!
i haven't do my cheena but hehe im too smart i asked bobby to help me.
heehee hope he does that (!!) or i will tell agnes. **
besides me, theres a few owl thats still online til now. and ima talking to Monica, Anita, Dione, Arwin, and Josh. aiyo my bf never online so sad lol :(

i dont think i have homework anymore besides cheena and physics
oh yeah dione and i decided to change Joon Kiat. but i will miss him lol

you know what, im very scared of being so close to someone.
i'm scared that if one day that someone will leave me, i will feel hurt. thats why its hard for me to socialize. but im working on it. dont worry :)

i just realise that this skin doesnt show my title so i dont bother to write the title alr. D:
this sunday will be our last lesson with JoonKiat. :( i dont know how to tell him
maybee i will leave it for dione to settle.

please someone please, tell me that school is not going to reopen soon
its too soon. too soon to be true

urgh im p i s s e d with tutors they think they have the knowledges they can do whatever they want. anyhow change time, anyhow can topic urgh i feel like slapping them.

and computer can you please cooperate with me and function better?

Friday, March 14, 2008

GOODBYE STRAWBERRY NOSE

Oh and i forget something. Mr Ng Yohanes Aditya Winata has gone to KL todayyyyyy (!!) haha dont know i should say 'haha' or 'hikshiks' but i know that ima gg to miss him. both his good and bad. haha he is too rosy to be true. strawberry nose. huh this is lifee , theres both meeting and farewell. i just hope he doesnt forget me! haha ciao

stupid JOON KIAT!

CHEENA

i spent almost my whole entire precious 2 hrs to finish this cheena compo but i couldnt. every sentence i formed, i will take 15 min to form another one. oh somebody pls help me! i am a F student so cant blame me.

so i put the blame on you!

Stupid Joon Kiat jus replied my sms and i think he was angry. i think im gonna change my tutor man i cant stand him. dione agrees. huh so not committed! ok sunday at 7pm. battery flat just now. haha but he is so cute also lol can laugh at him. i will miss him if i change. or maybe the lesson wont be as fun. dont know dont care

APPLE BOTTOMED JEANS AND BOOTS WITH THE FUR

Hool-a !

i was too tired ytd so i didnt blog. besides, my brother was empowering the laptop so i was tired to steal it from him so i will tell you abt my ytd and today. sit back relax and enjoy! (:

yesterday was funfunfun!
had choir practice from 8to10 then i went to tpy with Dione Noviana Weilin Shirley Huitze to eat then went to j8 cz fish said she wanted to change her spec lenses. ended up she didnt change cz her degree didnt went up but cz she was dirty! aiyoyo SEAH! but nvm. even though she is dirty, her CTR bf will still love her.!! :D

thenthen went back to school met MOWSH haha (sorry shortcut) then went back to tpy agn then to Mon's house! i tell youuuuuuuuu!! Mon's bed was so comfyyy i slepttttt!!! then then then i forget. oh lol went back to beatty had campfire.i reached there and, smiled. :) you know i cant stop smiling haha you know why! my eyes just kept on checking haha :):):) i was damn happy lol please haha okayyyy

today had choir agn then i went to mela's hse and did project haiyo guess its quite short la i very lazy to post alr byee!

PS: where are you?

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN WAITING IT IS TRUEEE

Hula Colouful World-o!

Heheh just now cat and fish came to moi houseee! haha we did geog project and haha alot moreeeee
so very fun huh i have done my maths self learning module oh finallyyyyy!! :D thankyou koko vengky and i'm left with the rest la cheena, physics blabla. urgh feel so sad cz i have to go to choir tmr at 8!! ohmy must wake up super extremely early (!!) okayyy thenthenthen what else?

i tell you one dirty secret! dione starts to like her cross-the-road boyfrind alr!! i can see her smile and her eyes telling me that!! haha why am i the one who is excited? isnt it suppose to be her CTR boyfriend? heehee (: i am so excitedddddddd!! nownownowwww!!!!!!!!!1

i am still very angry at my guardian whats her freaking problem cant i just have some fun and oh you want me to stay in my house with you yuck i dont want i need some freaking likfe man you dont know how much sec3 has tortured me and now you fucking want to add my torture and dont allow me to freaking have a little bit of fun but instead you think that im becoming a bad girl? OKAY FINE! if its what you think! i dont mind whatever man i cant stand it anymore i need a new hostel i rly cant live with this conception in her mind! she thinks that i am so wild ohmy she doesnt know we are doing project thats why i ask my friend to come over you dont freaking do any project before so you dont know how long a freaking project take to finish!! arghhhh! if i go to my friend's house and do and i come home late you will scream at me saying that you dont believe i am doing project instead you think that i am playing ard. uh you dont understand bitchhhhhhh!!! I NEED A FREAKING LIFEEEE! PLEASE! DUH

i think she isnt satisfied before i be a nerd and stay at home until i rust. ew who would want to do that? stay under one roof with you? i would want to do so as awhile as possible ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I AM ANGRY.

oh and btww tmr there's this nccland-girlguides combined camp so ima going for the campfire. i think im going to escape from my guardiann aha but where can i stay someone offer me your warm bed please haha i dont want to see her face. i dont lie to her. just lied partly hhehe. but if i cant get place to stay i guess i will just tell her that the camp is cancelled loh haha im such a smart liar! hahaha (:

i better sleep now cz theres choir tmr @ 7. uh my blue pink purple red gold nails! ew froggie

a few more hours and still counting down (:(:(:(:(:(:

I DONT LOVE YOU LIKE I DID YTD

Hahaha can you imagine i'm actually listening to two songs now? at the same time? i'm going to scream soon cz one song is punk and the other one is acoustic. so you know how my head is going to bursttt!! (:

james chew had gone to HK this early in the morning very early. he still can help me to do the summary 3 hrs before his departure haha must thank him alot. now i'm done with english, i still have physics, cheena, geography and history. oh and mathematics.

ohoh have i told ya that i got the highest in geog?! *clap* i just looked through my report card ytd haha i've been keeping it in my file all this while and i just saw it ytd. i'm disappointed in my mathematics, both A and E. indeed, i am very disappointed. i never got a B for maths in my whole entire life, never an A2 as well.

okay you can't blame thoroughly cz i had stomach ache during my first test that's why i cant think so i failed. but i did quite well for the second test so my grade is pulled up. :)
candies is such a smart ass!

I am happy today i dont know why although its just start of the day but i have feeling that something good is going to happen (!!) am i refering to having a tuition with koko Vengky? no, absolutely something better.

maybe cat and fish are coming to my house. is moi house a zoo? why all the animals are coming? and if you see cat and fish? how can they click huh? i thought cat will always catch fish and eat it.? okay ima talking crappies haha. but this cat and fish are different,honeyy.! they talk walk behave like human whom you call Melissa and Dione haha

i am so bored some entertainment please

omg im watching this nodame cantabile and doing my homework and chatting all at the same time! hoho multi-tasking. like how i sleep and listening to what teacher teach in class. ohmy i am so proud of myselffffffffff!! too proud to be true.
oh yeah i miss stef and agnes. *tingting*
james chew yong han is being very nice in helping me to do the summary. lol
thankyouverymuch james haha i will repay you someday.

you may be thinking that i'm lazy or what, but seriously i have no idea on hw to summarize that long boring passage urgh. i dont think i answered the question correctly too. :( but nvm i will learn how to do summary someday. :)

Khendy is being so dangdut ohmy.

CANDICE ; you are the wind beneath my wings <3>
lagi nge dangdut ya?
Khendy says (12:04 AM):
hua2
g la
cm g tw mw nulis ap
CANDICE ; you are the wind beneath my wings <3>
ya ampun
kesan nya depresi bgt
CANDICE ; you are the wind beneath my wings <3>
semua sendiri
tapi lucu
Khendy says (12:05 AM):
mmg sengaja
w kan suka emo
ya gt deh

haha so cute lah. my stomachache hurts like hell.

jamesy is going to HK in like less than 3 hours time hoho hope he enjoyy :))
i feel so giddy now i dont know why or is there earthquake noww? idk
i needa early sleep todayyyyyyy! bye adios

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

EXCITEMENT MAKES YOU JUMP AROUND

Hulaa babee!

i am webcam-ing with mela the canonball and guess what? her fringe is so cute. too cute to be true.
haiya.

i woke up at 2 just now haha and mel called so we talked alot. rly rly alott. haha i am so excited over something nowwwww whoo ahaha heehee i dont know but i just feel like smilingg heehehe ((:
lalala im so high nowww omg lol i wna see chilli. i hope he is alright noww.
chilli. when i can get to see him?!?! ohmy you don't know how much i want to kill him!

then i went to novena met dione and we ate ice cream ohmy so niceeee. chocolate ecstacy. toppy caramel. cookies and cream. super extremely nice lol.

then we walked ard looking for water bottie but couldnt find the nice one so just wonder ard. and oh i got 52395629835629562983658293 homeworks to do. just killlll meeee!!!!!!
:):):):):):):):) whatever i feel so excitedddddd nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

ohoh and i saw yohanes just now omg he's going on the 14th of march :( i think i will miss him

manti just rebond her hair omg haha she looks different omgomg haha but nice la darling dont worry! im gg to eat cup noodles nowwwwwwww tomyam here i comeee!!! :D
noted : 2:58am

darling i can't believe that i just completed two full pages of i love chilli in my ex book without space and so neatly written, even i also impressed. haiyoo. i wrote until i thought i spelled love wrongly. but love is spelled as, l-o-v-e right? omg dont tell me i have amnesia just bcz of chilli. pls not pls....
mela is so frustrateddddd cz her internet went dead but not anymoree now its my turn.
ciaoooo. everyday

Monday, March 10, 2008

FUN AND LAUGHTER MAKE YOU LIVE LONGER

Hello Monday aka the second day of the week!

i went to meet Hocky Pocky, Wen Bin, CK, Mandy, Dione, Mel, and Nicole at tpy just now. then we headed to James' hse to surprise him. met Kelvin near his house.we surprised Mandy few days back, so i think im used to it. surprising people haha so funnn :)

his grandma was at home and we sang happy bday song for him. haha they were being funny and i couldnt stop laughing ohmyyyyy :D haha with hockypocky and now plus kelvin ahaha it was so laughable. then james got ready and we went tpy. Mel and i bought this soury2 thingy and its colourful. i couldnt stand the sourness.

urgh then Mandy left halfway and we trained to Marina Bay. hah and they said the steamboat down there was closed so we went to bugis. haha ate there, had alot of fun, took alot of pictures, ate tons of meat i couldnt breathe nowww. haahha

i was so in love with the beef meat ohmy and i spent 20bucks there and i owed Mel and James bucks. huh i am super extremely b r o k e.

can someone please help me ?! or should i rob the bank? im talking to Monica cheng uhuhu god bless her.
i've got alot more to upload but this blogger isnt cooperating with me so yeah i will end here :)
I would like to wish
JAMES CHEW YONG HAN A MERRY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! you are 5teen now,haha!

This morningg Myta came to claim her present and woke me up. omgg i miss her so muchhhh! i never see her since she moved out and i feel so relieved i finally gave her the present!

Olivia cancelled the date so maybe i will go with 2e3s later! cant wait!! omgomg
i will be having JK later but dont know what time

guess what?! i completed my geog and physics homework but im still left with tons of it.
chinese, english, chemistry, geog project, history, uhuh so much i can dieeeee!

whatever im gg to enjoy my today !!!!!!
adios



RANDOM SOSO

Hehe ima so boreddddddd :((((
i painted my nails : blue, pink, purple, yellow, gold
its hilarious but nvm. im sick of red

*unicef":[ ミス D r A C u L a :[" アニタ says (12:45 AM):
i hate boys
CANDICE ; you are the wind beneath my wings <3>
haiyo
CANDICE ; you are the wind beneath my wings <3>
why?
*unicef":[ ミス D r A C u L a :[" アニタ says (12:49 AM):
long story


aiyoyoooooo schedule for March Hol

Mon 100308 : Olivia for movie, Joon Kiat at dont know what time
Tues 110308 : Steamboat at night
Wed 120308 : Kak Myta at Bugis for piercingg (whoo)
Koko Vengky at 730
Thrus 130308:Homework dayyyyyyyyy :)
choir from 8 to 10
Friday140308:Choir from 8 to 11 arghh
Josh? at?'
Sat 150308 : homework dayyyyyyy :)
Sun 160308 : pick * from airport
pick ** from airport
maybe i should wait for chilli hehe


I finally got Myta her presenttt omigod its like from last yearrr. hehe but im happy at least i dont owe her anymore. i feel kinda paiseeh D:
i smell like strawberry now hehe and i created a line on my nail polish aiyoooooooooo
spoil my art (!)

kisah yang tak sempurna-samsons
kekasih sejati-monita
sempurna-andra and the back bone
11januari-nidji

omigod songs of the day!

Sunday, March 9, 2008

THOSE IRRESPONSIVE PEOPLE ARE ANNOYING

can someone just please answer me on msn?
i tried talking to those online dudes but none is like responsive enough to reply me
its either i typed alien language or they are just being irresponsive.
im soooo damn pissedddddddddddddddddddddddddd D:
urgh i feel so unappreciated moo~
you can say you are busy or up to sth, just dont leave my question hanging oh
i feel like talking to frog, you know

EVEN HOW GENIUS YOU ARE, YOU CANT SAVE THE WORLD ALONE

Hola Blue Ship member,

i met agnes at central and headed to orchard.
watched L change the world. its disgusting and complicated
i dont rly get the story line. i think im too stupid.

haiyoo, after that go ard i bought a pants and sth for someone. :)
then then i dont think there's much.
besides, i kept acting like L after the movie and agnes couldn't stop laughing :D
he is so retarded and now im sitting like him
even typing like him. but its hard.

you know i went to bysi just now and i saw that the dress bought is in 50% disc. now.
my heart is soo paainnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :(
350% sad :((((((( urgh feel like slapping the person

i had tuition at 6 tmr uh and before that maybe meeting Olivia.
so i should get started on my hol assignment. yeah dont you think so?
talking to Eric nowwww isnt he just too cute to be true?

someone isnt in a good mood.
i dont like to see people being sad or fucked up.
i tried to help but i think i failed. nvm
im not a good consulter maybe

RANDOM

Name your friend's initial :

*A = Angeline
*B = Brenda
*C = Casey
*D = Dione
*E = Eric
*F = Frerry
*G = Gilbert
*H = Hocksiong
*I = Indri
*J = Justin
*K = Kelvin
*L = Lilyana
*M = Monica
*N = Noviana
*O = Olivia
*P = Patricia
*Q = Queen
*R = Raymond
*S = Sherly
*T = Timothy
*U = Ume
*V = Via
*W = Wiwi
*X = Xalvyne
*Y = Yogi
*Z = Zamrud

Questions;
1.do you like S before?
i like her as a friend

2.Did V ask you for stead before?
excuse me

3.Did R go out with you before
yes

4.Did A treat you lunch before?
No :(

5.Did O scold you before?
O asks for money

6.Did D kiss you?
D kissed goldfish

7.Did E cried in front of you?
E is a strong guy

8.Did F confide in you?
confide in me? confide from Hongkong?

9.Did M quarrel with you before?
we argued about carrot and orange

10.Do you love I?
I love her smile

11.Did P go your house before
i dont think so

12.Do you disappoint L?
Nope

13.What do you think of N?
she is so undescribeable

14.Is Q pretty or handsome?
too pretty to be true

15. When was the last time you see B?
friday

16.What do you like from c?
sexayeeee

17.How is U?
in heaven

18.What is X doing
playing game maybe

19.Do you like G?
im not so close to him

20.What is J's phone series?
the worst among the worse

21.Is K smart?
very

22.Who's T's gf?
i forget

23.Is W lazy
the laziest person i've ever met

24.Where do Y stay?
bu neng shuo de mi mi

25.What school is Z from?
the school of diamond

26.What does H like to eat?
ask him yourself la


this is random laaa omg i tried on the shirt i bought
its way too bog for me. even bigger than what i expected :(
im gg to find way man.

Saturday, March 8, 2008

CONFESSION OF A HOSTEL GIRL

Hoiiiiiiiiiiii i thought my Saturday night was gg to be boring.
i met Glen at toa payoh cz he wanted to sell his cousin's phone then
went to Novena to wait for Dione. bought a pouch and pair of earring.
dione came and we went to united square and i bought a man's shirtt!
whoo i finally got it and its at 11.90 ohoh way cheaper than 49.90 right?!

then i received routine sms-es hahaha im so happy :)
happy like a popoto heehee
then they came to my house and we talked
im considering whether i should buy a house or continue to stay at hostel.
honestly, im sick of hostel and curfew.

shall i list out the advantage and disadvantage?

Advantage :
* i have no curfew
* i have a room on my own
* i feel like a rich girlll omg
* i dont need to worry that anyone will nag at me
* more freedom as nobody's watching me
* nobody says anything on what i do
* i can decorate my room as i desireeee

Disadvantage:
*i will have to clean the house myself
*i have to wash my clothes
*settle the bills and maintainance fee
*no guardian support
* i will have to change my address in immigration

but the thing is, my parents dont have that much to spend
you know, they need to manipulate the money instead of buying a dead asset.
i dont know but i understand the situation.
they aren't billionaire who can straight away transfer the amount of money to buy it.

i will talk to my grandfather, maybe. im sick of hostel

HAHAH

Dione sais she wants a boyfriend who is good at crossing the road.
so if you are a boy, and an expert at crossing road, you may be on the list. HAHA

okay ytd had been fun yet hilarious.
Mandy's bdayyy and we gave her presents. she cried. :):(
SS test, i have no idea what i was doing. flunked

after school there was Indo meeting for IFD haha although there were only countable people shown up, it was fun.!! Noviana, Monica, Indri, Frerry and I sat down and couldn't stop laughing. i was trying to laugh feminime-ly which made them laugh even harder. Haha omg

okayy after school i went for the Subject Fest, intending to help Geog. but i couldn't see any teacher there and decided to go Art Room. i learned how to use the wax it was sooo funn!!

then Mel and Dione called me, i rushed to Mandy's hse. we moved as silently as possible, crawling in front of her hse and surprised her! haha then i had to rushed to meet Agnes n we ate Pastamaniaaaa whoo. after that i went to Library, and back to Mandy's house.

that was went the boobs war started and couldn't stop until Nicole came. haha we stayed and had dinner n went to J8. they ate Swensens and Dione and I went home.

we decided to chill in the swimming pool. after being boyfriendy and sent her home, i went up and my door was locked. i tried calling thousand people but none wanted to help me. i called Dione and finally she suggested me to call somebody. i called somebody miles away and ask somebody to teach me how to open the door. somebody taught me and i went in successfully. ah thanks to dione and somebody.

i wanted to log on to my laptop but my stupid brother changed to username i couldnt log on. feeling frustated, i slept straight away

Friday, March 7, 2008

CZ YOU ARE THE ONE


Happy Birthday Mandy Teo Yi Bin aka Mantiiiii aka OMG aka Maria aka my loveee! :D

you are now fifteen darlingggggggggg i feel so happy for you. i hope this bdayy can be a good and meaningful one!
please stay prettaye and stop growing taller! hahaha iloveyouuuu
i dont know what to say but yeah Thanks for everything.
Thanks for everything you've done for me.
Thanks for the ears to listen to whatever i say,
Thanks for the eyes to read whatever i typed,
Thanks for the hugs to cheer me up,
Thanks for the will to listen to everything i say,
Thanks for being such a lovely friend.
Thanks for giving me a chance to know better about you,
Thanks for letting me to be your friend.
Thanks for being a good classmate and friend.
you know, i really hope you have more time to spend together
cz being with you, i feel accepted, carefree and i can be myself
you always encourage me in everything i do, correct me if i'm wrong, and yeah everything
you are always so caring and helpful i dont know how to repay it, mandy.
all i can do is just be there for you and be you friend. if you ever feel down or emo, do approach me.
you are a friend that successfully craved your name in my heart and stay there.
you know i love you and thankyou for stealing my first kiss!




a song just for you (L)

The Jonas Brother-Mandy

Mandy used to be that girl
The one that never said a word
But she always sang
S Club 7 and all those boy bands
Now it's been a few years
It looks like things have changed
Now she's mine and I want to say

Mandy always laughs when I act stupid
I am unaware that I'm a nuisance
With her it's never wasted time
Mandy always knows exactly what I'm
Thinking and she's always on my mind
And now, I'm never gonna let her go
Cause Mandy always knows

Mandy always tells the truth
Even when it's hard to do
And she always understands
Even when it don't make sense
Even though she is a blonde
I'm the one that feels so dumb

When I have a problem
I'm sure that Mandy knows
When I'm feeling lonely
I'm sure that Mandy knows
When everything's crazy
She's always there for me
And I'm sure that she knows
I'm never ever gonna let her go

Thursday, March 6, 2008

13258

I am proud to be Indonesian. I truly am.


i just ate 2 slices of bread and now im so full. i talked to agnes for 1:32:58 HAHA. so long right!
and can i say that i miss chilli so much and esp his gay actions? please take care.
holiday is just ard the corner and everytime term break comes, i will always promise to study well and catch up, but i ended up slacking ard like nobody's business.
all of them are going back and im gna be lonely. there's school tmr. but i dont feel like going.

chilli chilli chilli chilli chilli
chilli chilli chilli chilli chilli
chilli chilli chilli chilli chilli
chilli chilli chilli chilli chilli
chilli chilli chilli chilli chilli

urgh im crazy over chilli manzz


hitted : chilli is hot
Hello Greeny the Jelly.
nice start,Candies.
aha met Mandy early in the morning and Glen afterthat. went to ToaPayoh stadium and we were late. but whatever. it was drizzling but they still continued the events. juicy competed in quite a number of event, but didnt manage to came in first. :( i was disappointed with the Jellicoes cz they were irresponsive despite fellow Jellicoes' hardwork in creating the cheers. they were in their own world, looking at us like some retard. Mel and I ran here and there with the pom2 and the flag. it was so fun, but my hair was like someone just jumped into swimming pool.

then urgh suddenly my head was tremendously spinning i actually can see three of Monica and Dione. maybe cz of the hand-dryer. i dont know. i saw alot of ppl but not the one i want to. and guess what? Fisher won the championship. urgh i dont know whether its true, but i heard some unpleasant comments. whatever. they won and thats all. so what? our cheers wasn't heard from the judging table considering we were places at the extreme left. it wasn't fair, judge. i cheered in vain.

i went home straight and while i was waiting for the bus, again i think of the reason i live. i will die sooner or later. but why i fight so much just to continue to live. then i realise that i life for the sake of seeing the people i love, to be able to love, being loved, take up challenges, feel satisfaction and etc. i can't buy life. so i tell myself, to live my life to the fullest, no matter how sometimes i feel left out, i mean, that's part of life.

i had bloody tuition and my teaacher confused me. what she taught me in compre skill was completely different from what Ms Tan taught us in class. and when i applied what Ms Tan taught, she practically zero-ed everything, saying that shouldn't be the way. and when i applied what she taught in my school compre, i failed. so which one should i follow? both of them claimed that that is the o level standard and urgh honestly i prefer Ms Tan's. whateves. im calling up Ms Tan when school reopens.

chilli pls takecare of yourself and dont get raped!
my bother wants to use the lappie but i've overused it, so now he is sleeping. how cute! shall wake him up


hitted : giddy

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU

WE ARE THE HALF-TUCKED-IN CLIQUES :D

Gosh today i thought was gonna be boring cz i thought chilli was absent for certain reason.
But then I saw HIM ohaha and hueimin was blind enough not to notice it.
chilli oh chilli i wonder where is he nwwwwwwwwwwww???
eh and do you realise i never ever mention monkey anymore?
great achievementttttttttt, candies!

tmr will be Sports day and Jellicoe will surely winnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!
gogo Jellicoeeeee muach iloveyou.
Monica pls rmb to bring binocular, you know whyyyyy :)
i can't wait for tmrrrrrrrrr. juicyyy tannyyyy omhhhh/ heehee

emaths lesson was sooper dooper fuunnnyyyy! dione sprayed the perfume and it diffused so quickly, the whole class could smell it in an instant! and of course Mr Ng started telling story and we couldn't stop laughing at the 'series of notes' jokes.

Loggie test was hard enough, when i went through the question with my teacher, i got like most the the answer wrong. its either i'm too smart, or my tuition teacher is too stupid. it shd be the first one:))

and babyyyy ima doing sth veryyy special for a special person and you will know who when the time is righttto ahma dioney and melily are exploring orchard nw ima sad :(
but i have job to doooo. gogo and huieimin don't forget uh!

sorry my manti i can't go out with you tmr cz i have sth onnnn. and im on with agnes on sundayyy. superr on nowwwwww! heehee. but oh a whole week without stealing look at chilli, i feel empty, i rather go to school everyday, being able to laugh at his gay action.

i think i have nothing else to blog except for i have a huge amount of holiday hws. as huge as elephantt. mama, i miss you so but too bad she isnt coming.
dont tell her this, but i haven't buy her medicineee. *guilty laugh*

okaayy let pictures talk noww!
and the indohaters criminal, thanks for understanding so much abt indo.
you even care to explain what our logo means. which is definitely better than yours.
i dont know what's your purpose of intimidating Indonesia, but go ahead
by doing so, instead of bitching you, i wna thank you, as you set aside sometime to find out more about my country and post it. although its in the unwanted way. 'thanksalot'
don't you know, according to jekhui, time is money.
i'm so glad that you spare your time just for Indo. thanks once more.

i hope you get the tune man. whether or not you are reading

hitted : missing chilli
PS: how do i live without youu?

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

SUCH A LOSER

http://www.ihateindon.blogspot.com
the owner of this blog deserves a good slap and a perfect kick on his brain.
i wonder why he bother to create a blog just for indo haters. ew
he doesn't dare to put his name and tagboard there why? loser
he thinks his country is such a good country, why don't pose a few of the achievements?
i hope he sees this and urgh you are being such a loser.

go ahead,loser! just take note that your blog isn't private and anytime people can visit.
oh and yeah you spell Indonesia wrongly. not indon, please and thankyou.


hitted : loser

YOU DON'T HAVE YOUR RIGHT WHEN I SAY YOU DONT

okay here it is. im not going to elaborate so much on it. just a few words.
Respect one another. Like how your president respect my president.
dont go meany talking about all the indos.
hokay, there are bad indos. but not all. i repeat, not all.
so don't make those stupid assumptions and judging Indos.
what would you feel when i talk bad about your nationality huh?
what you typed went international, and you know what? you can be jailed for it.
i said im not gg to elaborate but it turned out this long. lol nvm

just now agnes told me about this blog talking bad abt indos. huh what's his problem?
as if they are the most innocent people on earth. yuck woek/
i will find the link from stef soon. so disrespectful. maybe their country doesnt recognise respect.
stef said he wrote perfect english, considering he is an educated people.
and educated people don't suppose to talk that way, honey

log test tmr and i think im gna die.
i havent study and National Museum was funnnnnnnnnnn :)
im still angry at those humiliator. they did nothing except for humiliating people.
stop doing that, will you?

sorry for the unpleasant post fellas (!)


hitted : tired

Monday, March 3, 2008

Puh-lease! stop irritating me babe! sickass

I'm wondering where on earth is my Mas Selamat.
Whitley is looking for youu :))


hitted : ohshit

THE STOLEN TIME

Whooooo darling yesterday had been a great great dayyyyy!!!! lol
i heart ytd, outing with Dione, hunting for clothes and uh, everything!
i bought a black dress from bysi hah it was nice but i was kinda clueless of where i shall wear it to.
maybe JK and dione's wedding HAHAHA :) peace, dione!

then dione bought goddamn alot of stuff, she was the shopping queeennnnn!!!
she bought 2 skirts, urm a ladybird singlet, then a fisherman shirt from the ohsoscary shop.
the man was like damn turned on when i was waiting for dione while she changed.
he observed me from head to toe, smiling hornily and bited his lips i was so grossed out.
i hurried dione and you know what? she thought i wna show her a cute guy,
cute her head lahhhhhhhh!!! she didnt know i was damn scaredd!

he asked dione to unbuckle a few more button and stood behind me for dontknow how long.
omg i feel so terrible that he might just rape us.
the shop was so cornered, there was noone and it was quiet. omg!
that was the scariest shop ever.! i would never ever ever go there anymore!

i spotted this man shirt from Fareast i think im gg to buy that!
it was at 49.90 but nvm i want it

okay shall tell you about today.
chilli is damn gay again today but nvm he brightened my morning.
haha i was happy cz i get to see him and his gay actions yooo
nxt week will be holiday and i cant see him :(
aft hols, my camp is approaching and i wont getto see him agn! ohmy

i had stomachache just now i think it was cz of ice!
i practicall screamed for the whole maths lesson and stupid Ng gave LSP till 4 urgh!
imagine 2 hrs of maths. but i slept for the last an hour. shiokkyyyy

logarithm on wed and ss on friday. after that boo! hols!!
ima happy cz hols is coming so i have time to catch up with my studies!

LIBUR TELAH TIBA! LIBUR TELAH TIBA! HORE! HORE! HOREEEEE!!!!!!

Sunday, March 2, 2008

SELAMAT KASTARI, 47 , LIMPING MAN

melily tan told me that the terrorist was spotted along the toapayoh lor 1 main road which is just a stone throw away from my house. omg Mas Selamat was there. i wish i can see him and maybe take picture with him after that kill him HAHA.

i was darn scared when she told me Mas Selamat is ard here. i think i shouldn't call him Mas cz 'Mas' sounds like my husband haha. usually you call your husband : "Mas, Daddy, Darling, Honey, Laogong, AiAi, Love, Bei Lo?!, Papi, Akang, *name*, hubby, etc" Haha the bei lo thingy is funny and i laughed at it. :D

back to the topic.
i closed the curtain, locked the door, and off my light. and i am hiding in my blanket now. but i read it somewhere that he fled to Indo which make me even more afraid and he is actually an Indonesian. i keep on telling myself that there's nothing to be scared of but huh i dont know.
Selamat = Save. Pak Selamat = pak save
Save + Pak Save = totally save.

i hope the police can make a smarter move and secure the country. God, please bless Pak Selamat. don't let him harm anyone and don't let anyone harm him. give him a thought to change. i hope he will realised his wrongs and apologise to you. and im sure you will forgive him. save him and he will know he need you, God.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

SHE IS MY BUDDY

OMG. i saw Nadya just now and oh, she has changed!
she used to be a tomboy,clumsy and make(down) girl.
not she is girly, feminime, and no offence, she looked like a monster.
with the black glittery eye shadow and those eye liner.
i dont even recognise her anymore whoo.

but she is still as sweet as the tomboy Nadya.
as funny, as blur, as dumb, as etcetc...
its been ages since i last saw her. and she changed.
ah-lot. what a drastic change.
the old Nadya wouldn't even care how she looked.and she wore Keds
now she wears flats, heels, and makeups. omg

appearance may change, but her character remains.

olivia, candies, nadya.

YOUR LEGS GO NUMB AND YOU CAN'T WALK


my legs are so suuuuaaaannnnnnnn nowww. omg
i went to town with Monica Johan from noon till night. lol
and you know we laughed alot today. goddamn alot.

at first we went to PS to find Poms'' for Jellicoe.
then afterthat we went to Heeren i bought a necklace, but i think i lost it. :(
she bought a nice jacket for 20. and a shirt for 30.
i didnt buy much today just bought another 3hairband and a mini fan :)
Mon bought her mom's present for like ohsoexpensive.
i had an instant thought of why i never buy any present for mommy.
maybe i shall give her on Mother's Dayyyyyyy :D ( i promise)

Puma is on 80%saleee go and see.
oh i cant find the Ripcurl bag i was looking for. maybe i can ask jess to buy
ima tired nowww. gg on another shooping trip with fish tml. cant wait :D

i owe ppl alot of present so maybe i will buy their presents tml (!)

PS : yellow is love


hitted : exhausted