before you went away

I feel like blogging for more and more but i don't know what to blog. what i know is that, i am waiting for chicken backside's storyline. i am sleepy yes. but i promised myself to finish my amaths before going to sleep

You know i am actually feeling happy now. very happy. but i just don't want to put on so much hope in it, cz i am scared that if i'm disappointed again. everytime. it's always like that. it's been like that maybe since i'm born. everytime i put on hope in something, it will always disappoint me. i don't know how others manage to keep their hope, hopeful.

i can't stop sneezing. superstitious people will say that i'm missed. HEHE