Don't we get to choose?

Why is it so difficult to be, Candies?
Why ohmygod can someone explain.

I miss my old self. Where did that go.
Everyone deserves happiness right. But why i only see others getting it,
but not me?
Why is life so unfair, so cruel, so heartless?

I don't know what to do.
My tissue supply is running out.

If this goes on, i might not be able to handle it, anymore.

My nose hurts, my eyes are swollen, my cheeks were like scalded, my breathings are uneven.
I feel homesick. Mama, i miss you so much. For crying out loud.

Where can I run to?
Seems like there's no turning back for me