Its a disease of mind

I decided not to go to school just now cz i felt super terrible. The medicine i took didn't help much, or i should say, they didn't help at all. So why i can blog now, is because i woke up and studied (see how dedicated i am to studying nowadays) and honestly i couldn't absorb much and idk how to face all the upcoming tests. 

I feel giddy so i stopped studying but i felt guilty so i continued to study. Why can't all the tests just be cancelled? Ohhhh i feel like an elderly, taking sets of medicine after every meal. Gross i don't like medicines. 

so any suggestion what i should do? I'm going to school later cz there's MATHS!!! oh gosh so nerdy can't take myself. I dont know what to do leh i can't absorb anything. Wednesday have SS and Emaths lehz. Pray for me okay people. Its blurred so i shall stop.

B if you read this can you tell me whether you're coming back or not hah. I can't get through your phone leh.